Tutmirleid.

of Dear Mr Fantasy

2012-01-27T18:50:00.000-08:00

of me

2012-01-21T00:47:00.000-08:00

Not a great day. Not a great day. I knew today would come.

Probably would be hard to even smile after this, heh.

Help.

of a beautiful smile

2012-01-13T01:01:00.001-08:00

12th January 2012

Twas the date that i saw one of most beautiful smile.
Hopefully i can see it more often.

a story

2012-01-03T08:47:00.000-08:00

In the year 1999, A baby girl was in front of a garden of an abandoned house crying. A young man happened to pass by and got pity with this baby girl so he raised him up to be a pretty girl.

This pretty girl joined the time travel crew, and time travelled to year 1998 on a secret mission. While on the mission, she met a handsome guy and fell in love with him. She abandoned the mission and got married to him. They had a romantic wedding and she gave birth to a baby girl.

But one day the guy(husband) went missing and she got heart broken and vowed not to trust guy anymore. Because of this, she went to Thailand for a sex change, and converted herself into a guy, deserting her baby girl at home.

Upon leaving thailand, his chief of time travel crew SMS-ed and warned him the mission that he failed to work on. So he travelled back to year 1998 again to complete the mission.

However, he met this beautiful girl and he immediately fall in love with this beautiful girl and they got married. The wife got pregnant and they were looking forward for the new born baby... but 1 day he received a warning SMS from the chief of time travel team warning him on the consequences of not completing the mission... he immediately abandoned the wife and the unborn baby to pursue his mission.

1 year later after the mission has completed, he remembered about his wife, so he went back to the house and found out it has been abandoned. But he saw a cute baby girl crying in the house's garden.. he pitied the baby girl and raised her up as his own children.

He was also promoted to be the chief of the time travel team. He then recruited a pretty girl to join his time travel team, and has always keep track on her mission and always send SMS to warn her to complete the mission.

taken from /k.

Law of attraction

2012-01-01T18:40:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, i feel so negative that i cant practice the law of attraction to the positive side. But i never did tell this to others, as i want the law to be a good thing to them and indestructible. So they have something strong to hold on and keep smiling.

And plus, by seeing u smiling, its good enough to make me feel better.

p/s: ape hal emo plak post ni

Of a gig in the tunnel

2011-12-30T03:19:00.001-08:00

found one vc from bon jovi where they play gig in the tunnel. awesome. always wanted to be in one of these moments

Of Malaysia

2011-12-03T00:45:00.001-08:00

Malaysia. There you go.

of #campuscamputp

2011-11-20T04:03:00.000-08:00

Disclaimer: contain picture from low resolution camera

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On 19th of November 2011, the first barcamp was able to be held in UTP. The name CampusCampUtp Nov 2011 has been given. Hashtag #campuscamputp. There were around 15 attendees which consist of a group of students, a group of alumni, and interestingly, 1 technician, with 8 talks presented. It was held at 01-02-04, UTP.

And what is a barcamp? Ehem. BarCamp is an ad-hoc gathering born from the desire for people to share and learn in an open environment. It is an intense event with discussions, demos and interaction from participants who are the main actors of the event. Anybody can run a session or give talks, and attendees vote by their feet - ie: leave the room if the talk is of no interests to the attendee. For free.

The day started with an introduction talk about CampusCamp, the goals and visions, what to expect, and how to organize one. It was given by Kage.

And continued with other session which is:

"Is Linux Desktop dead?" by Amirul Abu.

"Fedora 16, quick overview" by Izhar(KageSenshi),

"Online noob rampage" by Aizat(Akay), a simple talk about how to be safe and how to be smart on the net. Seems simple but most people kinda not doing it everyday everywhere. Truth.

"Clear your Android storage space" by Damon, moving all application from ROM to SD.Android.

"Halalmaps.my" by Hafiz(Pisyek)

"That evil event planner" by Adam

Probabily the most attractive talk of the day. It’s about how someone has manage to find a ‘hole’ in utp system, simply through social engineering.

"Cars" by Syazwan(jipangmenjerit)

and finalized with some lightning talks.

Event went very well and we had good reception and we are aiming for a better event next semester in UTP. Which “tentatively” scheduled on February 25th, 2012.

And others photos captured that day.

Organizer:

"we want to share all knowledge to everyone. instead of standing in the higher level than everyone by knowing more than them, its better to share everything that you have, so everyone will have the same level, and you can push yourself to learn more to a more higher level"

p/s: fahmi( who ever he is) never show up to give his talk about p.o.r.n (nectie???)

of couple tu haram wak

2011-11-12T06:31:00.000-08:00

"saya suka awak.suka as in love. im in love with you"- jejaka

"saya bukan tak suka awak, tapi awak taukan, couple tu haram, i know im not at the right place to say this, but u know what i mean right?"-gadis

few weeks later.

message received (hp jejaka).

"awak, saya dah jatuh hati dengan this boy. i think kitorg akan couple. *excited* "-gadis

of Radhi who? Radhi is back!

2011-10-16T01:43:00.000-07:00

Of Horizon Raya.

2011-10-13T08:06:00.000-07:00

ok first time aku tulis review.ehem. apa, tak layak?hihihi.

ok.tau apa horizon raya? ehem.nasib baik ada gambar.

ok.sebab apa aku tulis review? ehem.

ok horizon raya adalah zine terbitan sarkasis.tau sarkasis tu apa?ehem.

here.sarkasis

review? aku nak sembang pendek je.

Horizon Raya tak best mana.Bukan sebab tulisan ke ape tapi memang thats the way sarkasis is.

Faham? let me put it this way, kalau nak baca blog sarkasis,kena ikut season.

ada certain post, memang sesuai dibaca sepanjang season. tapi most of it, kena baca ikut season.

tak paham lagi? ok kasi contoh. bila sarkasis post ini.ya.klik ini. benda ni cuma jadi hangat dan best, dan kasi sindir baik time kerajaan umumkan Belanjawan 2012.Time lain out. Kalau 4, 5 tahun depan, kau baca balik post ni,memang duduk termenung takde senyum sinis semua.Sebab itu, kalau aku terlepas baca dua,tiga bulan punya post, memang aku tak tekan older post untuk baca.lebih baik aku baca latest entry sambil tersenyum sinis, daripada duduk tak paham baca entry lama.

satu lagi contoh.macam filem Raya Tak Jadi , tak sempat nak tayang masa raya, beberapa minggu lepas raya baru tayang, so, takda lah pecah panggung sangat.ye dak?

the same goes for horizon raya,zine ni mesti buat aku senyum sinis hari hari sambil jeling dekat orang sebelah, kalau aku dapat baca time raya.tapi sebab aku dapat lambat sikit, so ehem. rasa macam nasi lemak semalam. Tapi kenapa aku beli nasi lemak semalam.ehem. Sebab aku appreciate the art.Nasi lemak semalam ni lawa susunan sambal dan ikan bilisnya,tak lupa kacang lima butir yang memang cukup cukup,tak lebih tak kurang, plus, bungkusannya."Seni kadangkala sukar difahami, tapi mudah menyakitkan hati". Paham? ehem. Plus aku nak buat koleksi jugak.best ada banyak banyak zine nih,

ok.aku kena la up mood raya masa baca zine ni.and aku up.

ok.aku tak nak cerita panjang. zine ni memang berbaloi.lebih berbaloi beli masa raya.masa hangat lagi. (tips:kalau sarkasis keluar zine lagi, cepat beli, jangan tangguh! Serius).

ok.part paling best dalam horizon raya,Rindu,digrill oleh Bujal X. yes.aku pilih satu je.pilih banyak nanti kena sembang banyak.its a truth fact,yang telah disarkastic dengan hebat.ringkas, dan memang tepat kena batang hidung.bukan hidung aku, tapi, ehem.kalau baca 4,5 tahun punya raya lagi pun,memang tepat lagi kena dekat tuan punya hidung.tak basi.

ok, paling tak best,Saya sebuah buku hutang, digrill oleh Luna.sebab apa tak best?ehem.

ok.dah habis review.ape?pendek and tak best? beli sendiri lah judge sendiri.kekekeke.

of walk me thru life.

2011-10-07T04:27:00.000-07:00

Seems like there's some hole in my final year, i want to fill it a bit. With my own project.This one from today's afternoon.

This are my first.my 1.0. The idea is not original. I take it from here. Will try to came up with my own in the future. Cheers

Of you are cute, but i kinda waiting for someone else.

2011-09-30T21:42:00.000-07:00

‘tapi kenapa? Kita cukup sempurna bersama’
‘saya ada cita cita. Saya nak capai impian saya.saya perlu focus untuk pastikan semuanya terjadi awak.’
‘apa kaitan nya dengan hubungan kita?’
‘saya akan melanjutkan pelajaran saya ditempat jauh dari sini. Saya tak rasa saya dapat tumpukan perhatian dengan pelajaran saya, dengan awak jauh disisi saya.’
‘tapi, tak mungkin saya akan hidup tanpa awak’
‘maaf,I have my priority, kita terpaksa berpisah disini buat sementara waktu’
‘Can I text or call u during these period?’
‘nope’
‘…’
‘awak jangan risau, when we’ll see again when we crossed each other path in the future, and by that time, it’ll be more wonderful than this. ’ ucap Salwa sambil member kucupan manis di pipi aku.

____

Itu kisah dua tahun lepas, kini aku juga meneruskan pelajaran aku. Di institusi yang tak jauh dari Salwa. Kami lain lain instituisi, dia degree, aku diploma.Plus, aku tak pernah memberitahu dia, Cuma aku berharap aku mungkin akan berselisih dengan nya dengan tidak sengaja.mungkin. Namun setelah setahun aku disini, aku masih belum dapat peluang tersebut. Juga, aku ada band disini. Kami mula bermain main di gig gig kecil di sekitar sini sejak 5 bulan lalu. Sedikit sebanyak, bermain di atas stage dapat mengalihkan perhatian aku terus berfikir tentang Salwa.
‘weh, ko perasan tak awek yang berdiri depan sekali kat moshpit tu’ ujar shahrul, menujukan soalan itu pada aku.
‘tak perasan pulak, aku susah sikit nak ingat muka orang ni’
‘shit lu.awek tu dah berapa kali datang time kita main, takkan tak perasan?’
‘haha.so,kau nak cakap ape sebenarnya ni?’
‘ni la aku nak cerita. Tadi aku jumpe dia kat backstage. Dia minat gila kat kau, aku pun tak paham, ikutkan aku lagi hensem bergaya.’
‘apa apa je la ko ni shahrul’
‘weh ape sebut nama kampong aku, x macho la. Shah bro. Shah.’
‘HAHAHA.. kau jangan nak lupa daratan pulak weh!’
‘ciss kau ni, nah amik ni, no fon awek td tu.dia suruh kasi kat kau tadi.call lah dia’
‘takpe, tak payah la, kau nak kau call lah’
‘kau ni apehal.semua awek ko reject. Ko gay ke ape? Nak kena pijak?’
‘haha.aku pun perasan jugak dia sebenarnya.She’s cute.but I kinda waiting for someone else’
‘heh? Pergi matilah dengan ayat2 kau tu! Eh, cepat sikit siap- siap, kita kena main sekali lagi. Ada band tak datang.kita kena replace diorang’

Aku naik ke pentas. AKu naikkan hoodie aku,tampak bergaya bila aku bermain seperti ini.Aku petik gitar, aku pandang crowd. Tiba tiba mata aku terpandang kearah seorang gadis di tengah tengah crowd. Aku kenal gadis itu. Aku tak pernah lupa muka tersebut. Salwa. Dia bertambah cantik dari sebelum ini. Aku seakan akan ingin menjerit namanya, tapi aku alihkan pandang aku ke sisinya. Untuk melihat siapa yang datang bersama dia. Aku tergamam. Sorang lelaki. Tangan nya memegang rapat dipinggan Salwa. Dan disaat aku memetik not seterusnya, dia mengalihkan muka nya kerah Salwa.Sambil mencium dahiya. Sama seperti apa yang aku selalu buat pada Salwa sebelum ni.
Aku rapatkan bibir aku kearah mic. Dan aku buat apa yang aku patut buat. Aku membuka mulut aku.
‘Lady, Where has your love gone? I was looking but can't find it anywhere’

p/s: ilham dari penulis.sahaja

Of my mistake

2011-09-30T20:48:00.000-07:00

Aku duduk termenung di bawah cendawan besar ni sekali lagi. Entah bila kali akhir aku pernah datang kesini. Sang arnab masih lagi berlumba dengan sang kura kura, sama seperti dulu, entah bila baru mereka akan puas dengan keputusan perlumbaan mereka. Mungkin mereka ni juga seperti manusia, masih mengejar kepuasan yang tiada penghujung.
“aku sangka kau dah lupa akan tempat ni.” Aku tersentak. Sang Kisuke menegur aku dari belakang, sambil menepuk bahu aku.
“tak mungkin itu,” ujarku sambil tersenyum.
“mendung juga cuaca disini harini. Kau tak pernah singgah disini bila kau ceria bukan?”
“haha..”
“mari, ceritakan pada aku.”
“entahlah.. silap aku barangkali, mungkin ego..”
“teruskan, aku sedia mendengar.. lagipun, inilah sebab aku wujud di dunia ini bukan?”
“haih, kau tuan dunia ini bukan, takkan lah kau tak boleh baca minda aku, isi hati aku.heh”
“HAHAHA.. memang aku boleh buat semua tu,dan memang, aku dah lama tahu apa yang bermain difikiran kau.. tapi, kau juga tahu, dengan meluahkan nya dari mulut kau sendiri, kau akan jadi lebih tenang .” Sang Kisuke memandang aku sambil tersenyum.
Aku turut tersenyum.
Sang Kisuke berjalan kedepan kearah matahari, membelakangi aku yang duduk termenung, memandang matahari yang malap, dilindingi awan awan mendung.
“mari, aku tunjukkan kau sesuatu.” Ujar Sang Kisuke, masih lagi membelakangi aku.
“apa dia? “
“kau akan tahu” senyum Sang Kisuke
Tiba tiba matahari tadi menjadi terang.sangat terang,hinggakan aku tak dapat lihat sekeliling aku.segala nya putih.mata aku terasa sakit.aku tutup mata aku.
..
Aku buka mata. Aku berada di tempat lain.kelihatan seperti salah satu dorm di asrama sekolah lama aku. Bukan dorm aku, tapi dorm yang aku selalu lepak, dimana tingkap belakangnya menghadap court basketball. Kenapa aku muncul kat tempat ni. Mungkin sedikit sebanyak aku rindu juga sekolah ni. Sekolah Taman Jaya.
Kemudianya datang tiga orang gadis kedalam dorm ni. Salah seorang membuka loker, kelihatan seperti miliknya. Aku tak tahu mengapa gadis tu tinggal di dorm ni, kerana setahu aku, ini asrama lelaki, tapi aku malas nak ambil tahu akan hal ini, mata aku tertumpu pada salah seorang gadis yang bersamanya. Aku kenal gadis itu. Sangat kenal. Dan gadis itu seolah-olah mengelak dari pandangan aku.
“awak tak pernah beritahu yang awak akan datang ke tempat saya” aku menegur dari jauh. Jarak antara kami kira kira satu katil.
“tempat kau?” jawab gadis yang aku renungi tadi. Sang Alida
“maksud saya, sekolah saya”
“perlu ke?”
“oh.. urm.. awak datang melawat saya?”
Mereka bertiga terus berlalu tanpa memperdulikan aku. Memang wajar gadis tu melayan aku seperti itu, atas tindakan aku keatasnya sebelum ni. Aku sendiri terbawa bawa dalam dunia aku. Aku harus sedar, tak semua benda terjadi mengikut keinginan aku.
Aku menoleh kearah tingkap. Kelihatan sebuah kereta wira di tepi court.
“coach datanglah.. jom turun” ujar Sang Hitam, sambil menukar pakaian. Dia juga tinggal di dorm ini.
“Jom” sahut Sang Putih yang tinggal di dorm bersebelahan.
“tunggu, aku pun nak turun..aku balik dorm tukar baju dulu”aku mencelah
“kitorang tunggu kat court je lah”
Hari ini ramai pemain yang hebat hebat turun, semua senior form 5,dan form 4 ketika aku form 2 dulu, ada disini. Aku tak tahu apa tujuan mereka kembali ke sekolah ni, aku pun lupa aku berada di form berapa sekarang. Aku rasa form 5. Harini aku bermain lebih hebat dari yang aku pernah main sebelum ni. Semua lay up,2 point and 3 point shot aku masuk. aku drible dengan sempurna,dan setiap fake move aku menjadi. Aku tak pernah main seperti ini. Fake move aku tak pernah menjadi sebelum ni. Adakah Sang Alida ada disekitar? Adakah dia melihat kehebatan aku?
Coach tak berada lama bersama kami petang itu. Dia pulang awal. Sang Hitam dan Sang Putih, bersama pemain pemain lain pulang ke asrama. Aku turut pulang. Aku mandi sambil bersiap siap untuk makan sebentar lagi. Aku memakai baju melayu, kerana aku akan terus ke surau untuk magrhib selepas makan. Tak perlulah aku naik keasrama semula dan menghadapi kemungkinan yang aku akan dikunci diatas, dan diburu oleh warden asrama.

Tapi aku tidak terus ke dewan makan selepas itu, aku menuju ke court basketball untuk melepak sebentar. Dalam perjalanan menuju ke court, aku Nampak Sang Alida sedang bermain disitu, bersama seorang gadis lain. Aku tak tahu bagaimana nak berhadapan dengan dia. Aku membatalkan niat aku untuk melepak disitu.
“Nak jugak lepak dengan aku kat sini? Menyemak je” jerit Sang Alida dari jauh. Mungkin dia telah perasan aku dari jauh.
“Saya tak tahu pun awak ada kat sini”
“berambus lah.. kau pun bukan reti main nak lepak dengan aku”
Aku tak tahu nak membalas apa dan terus terdiam.
“Terdiam kau kat situ..asal tak jawab.. berani lah kau nak dekat dengan aku.heh”
Aku berlari kearah nya, aku buka baju melayu kerana aku tak mahu peluh aku bermain nanti melekat kat baju aku.
Aku turut serta main bersamanya. Aku nak tunjuk aku hebat, malang skali aku tak dapat nak sentuh bola. Aku steal,gagal. Aku lompat untuk ambil rebound, tapi entah kemana aku lompat. Nak kutip bola bergolek pun aku kena berusaha bersungguh sungguh baru dapat. Aku dribble, terlepas. Aku kutip dan shoot, entah kemana bola aku pergi. Aku kelihatan seperti seorang bodoh dibuli dua gadis.
Aku malu untuk melihat muka orang di sekeliling court, yang melihat cara aku bermain. Aku ambil keputusan untuk beredar. Namun sebelum aku berlalu, aku sempat melihat muka Sang Alida. Dia tersenyum. Aku terus tak jadi untuk beredar.
Aku kutip bola yang bergolek kearah aku. Aku shoot, masuk. dan aku mula menyanyi. Terus menyanyi sampai di satu part, aku lupa lirik. Dan entah apa mimpi, Sang Alida menyambung nyanyian aku. Dan sampai part dia lupa lirik, aku sambung, tapi dengan lagu yang lain. Kami bergelak bersama, dan entah bila, tangan aku sudah dipinggang nya. Bahu kanan aku menyentuh bahu kirinya. Kami menari di sisi masing masing. Beberapa gadis, yang pernah buat aku jatuh hati, lalu disisi court sambil melihat kami. Aku tak peduli kerana satu satu nya yang aku mahukan, berada disisi aku, menari bersama. Walaupun mungkin dia masih marah pada aku dan akan berlalu selepas ini, tapi aku tolak kemungkin itu, kerana apa yang aku mahukan, hanyalah saat ini. Walaupun masa tak pernah menyebelahi aku, namun aku berharap, Cuma kali ini, masa akan berada dipihak aku.hentikanlah masa ini dari terus berlalu.

Dan dari jauh kedengaran bunyi warden aku sedang menutup pagar asrama, Aku perlu masuk kedalam, dan aku tak mahu dikurung diluar, dan diburu warden untuk menerima hukuman hukuman kejam.
“saya kena pergi ke dalam. Walaupun awak pernah menegaskan sebelum ini, saya tetap nak ulang yang saya tetap jatuh cinta dengan awak.. saya pergi dulu.”
Aku berlari kea rah pagar itu. Aku sempat melangkah ke dalam. Aku lihat muka warden aku yang sedang menutup pagar tersebut. Aku terkejut, kerana yang menutup pagar itu bukanlah warden aku, tapi Sang Kisuke.
Sambil mengunci pagar tersebut. Sang Kisuke berkata
“ sekarang sudah jelas bukan? Ego kau..Kau harus ingat, dunia ni bukan sekadar berpusing di sekeliling kau.”

of last weekend

2011-06-19T23:41:00.000-07:00

There aren't enough days in the weekend.

Guess what, i finally confessed to her last weekend.i even ask her whats the reason she trying to avoid me all this while, and whether the reason is because of me.because she noticed that im falling for her and acting a bit different than usual. i got the answer, and i was right. i also confess at her at the same time.and she hasn't give me the answer yet, and said that she needs time to think about it. well now, let the time be on my side this time.please.thanx snfag.

Of Blocked Sites

2011-06-16T20:20:00.000-07:00

Of all people who are download leg(baca: kaki download)

who find themselves at dead end with the new gomen style of controlling the internet.2.

1. hang pi wifi

2.yang dkt wifi bawah tu

3.yang kanan bawah tu

4.tekan tu

5.pastu hang tekan open network

6.pastu tekan change adapter setting

7.pastu tekan wireless network connection

8.pastu tekan propeties

9.pastu tekan internet protokol version 4

10.pastu tekan use the following dns server address

11.pastu letak no ni 8.8.8.8 line pertama

12.line kedua 8.8.4.4

or refer to here click (credits)

Of life

2011-06-04T03:21:00.000-07:00

"aku baru hidup 18 tahun je.. 5tahun selebihnya aku stone"-ully w.23.

P/s: Haha.

Of friendster.Back up them!

2011-05-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

Yikes. i know everyone have already abandon their friendster for a very long time, aite?
despite of that, friendster did hold quite a lot of memory in the past, to those who live along in the age of friendster lah, yang sempat merasa zaman kemuncak friendster.
and everyone here already know, that friendster are shutting down, along with all of our memory reside in it. but no worry, friendster is not that evil to delete all of your sweet and sour memories. you can download them! just like you download your facebbok details.

just log in to your friendster, and click on the apps at the top right.

install.

download.

save all you memories.

im saving all my memories.all the time when i was trying to hit on you.dimana aku sanggup join satu group, yang aku tak kenal seorang pun dalam tu, except for you.dan aku post random stuff and topic dalam group tuh, just to attract your attention. snfag.

Of Relation

2011-05-02T00:55:00.000-07:00

Turn out that people that i have meet from various places,

they all do related to each other.

even though one i met from west, and the other are east.

wow.

its a small world after all.

and its keep getting smaller.

and smaller.

maybe its because of the global warming.perhaps.

yeah, this is the global warming effect that they have been trying to tell us all these years.

the world is shrinking.

i wish that i can tell you i love you. the fact that u keep unaswering my text really annoyed me.it made me think that you have fall for the other guy.and im already one step behind.snfag

of making choices

2011-05-01T19:31:00.000-07:00

of ToothBrusher

2011-04-23T20:21:00.000-07:00

Pernah tak korang main pencil masa dekat sekolah?Pernah tak korang berus gigi dan perasan yang berus gigi ni comel untuk di buat video?

ToothBrusher adalah pemain yg memainkankan berus gigi dgn jari dan pergerakan badan nya.

http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=100001399700893

http://www.facebook.com/#!/killtherobot

http://www.facebook.com/#!/ameerul.affiq

so, ape lagi, go hit the store right now and buy your toothbrush.

toothbrush-ing is the new pink!

Inilah sesi temuramah buletin utama dgn Toothbrusher di Melaka,Malaysia.

MEMANG WUJUD.no.

credits here

of mine.still on 2, chase

2011-04-22T16:34:00.000-07:00

And i was dreaming last night.

2011-04-15T03:49:00.001-07:00

Malam tadi aku mimpi.dalam mimpi tu aku pakai seluar.seluar jeans.
And biasalah, kalau pakai jeans.Kalau ade duit baki lepas beli ape-ape kat kedai, mesti selit je terus dalam kocek.So, memang biasalah kalau ade seringgit dua dalam poket.

and satu lagi, mak aku cakap, hidup ni, jangan berkira.

ok,sambung balik, so dalam mimpi aku ni, aku tengah lepak-lepak.
Lepak tepi jalan tengok orang lalu lalang.tak lama lepas tu datang seorang pengemis.
aku tengok dia ni sihat je, boleh je kalau buat kerja kasar-kasar sikit cari duit.
kerja keras sikit lah kan. tapi takpelah, memang aku tergerak pun nak hulur sikit kat dia kan.
mak aku pun selalu cakap, jangan berkira sangat.
so aku seluk lah poket belakang aku, raba-raba ade duit kertas, aku straight hulur je tak tengok ke jeling ke berapa yang aku hulur time tu.

Then, pengamis tu straight ambil.dia macam terkejut sikit.Pastu dia cakap terima kasih sambil senyum lebar. Aku macam pelik sikit lah, jarang kalau aku hulur duit dekat pengemis, lepas tu diorang straight tersenyum lebar.

aku pun pandang lah( sneak peak) kat tangan dia.skali aku tengok, ade sekeping not 50myr dgan sekeping not 10myr.sekali 60 ringgit aku kasi dia. agak terkejut jugak ah.pastu aku dalam diam-diam menyesal je hulur duit.tangan macam terkapai-kapai je nak ambil balik.

mimpi end.

apa maksud mimpi ni ha.aku masih lagi seorang yang berkira ke.tolong saya mak.

of Giving

2011-03-10T18:04:00.000-08:00

"Gives, not because I have a lot, but because I know the feeling of not having." -SF

Of terasa hati.

2011-02-27T22:09:00.000-08:00

aku selalunya takde la kisah sangat bila orang duk pangkah-pangkah aku. duk bahan ke.
well at least, diorg sedar atas kewujudan aku. dan kadang-kadang aku pun buat perangai macam badut jugak.so memang deserve la kena gelak bukan.
tapi ade certain time.memang aku sendiri pun tak tau.aku akan terasa hati.
nak kata macam sakit perempuan yang datang tiap-tiap bulan tu, takde la pulak aku kena tiap-tiap bulan.
dan bila aku terasa, mesti memang sampai ke hati terus makan dalam gila gila.dan terus lekat je kat situ.tak tanggal-tanggal.

salah satu contoh,
zaman aku form 1 dulu, aku suka gila citer pasal bola.
macam semua orang lah, aku pun ade kelab yang aku minat. player yang aku puja-puja.
ada yang aku kutuk.
sumer match memang aku komen, sembang pasal bola mesti tak pernah miss.
pastu ada satu time, time ramai-ramai tengah lepak-lepak dekat dorm.
ada sorang membe aku tengah baca paper, aku ingat lagi, dia tgah baca bahagian sukan,part bola malaysia.
biasa la, zaman tu, malaysia belum menang piala suzuki lagi, and satu malaysia memang duk kutuk player sendiri time tu,
masa tu, tengah dia duk baca paper sorang2, keluar satu ayat dari mulut dia
"aku panas betul la, kalau orang yg xreti main bola ni, duk kutuk bukan-bukan pasal bola, sembang nak kencang je"
macam tu lah ayat dia.sort of.
aku tak tau la dia kutuk ulasan paper tu ke, apa ke. tapi aku macam terasa gila ah time tuh. sebab aku memang tak kencang pun main bola.
start dari hari tu. memang aku sembang takde langsung pasal bola.
aku tgok sorang, baca news bola sorang, memang xde duk hu-haa ngan orang lain pun.
orang laen duk kencang kutuk team masing-masing. aku dengar je, tak masuk campur langsung.
kalau ade pun ,sikit , xsengaja.
most of time aku layan sorang-sorang.sorak sorang-sorang dalam hati.
macam orang lain layan porn sorang2 dalam bilik, camtu lah aku layan bola.
sampai sekarang.

pergh, terasa macam perempuan pulak bila terasa hati ni.

Special someone

2011-02-24T20:34:00.000-08:00

How to handle irritating airplane seatmates….

2011-02-15T22:00:00.000-08:00

Quietly and calmly open up your laptop case
Remove your laptop
Start up
Make sure the guy who is annoying you, can see the screen
Close your eyes and tilt your head up to the sky
Then hit this link

credits here.

Of Segamat.

2011-02-02T13:28:00.000-08:00

Gua baca paper, dengar citer kampung gua banjir.
bukan dengar cerita, tapi memang betul pun banjir.
tapi apa ada hal, gua nak balik rumah jugak.
walaupun gua x reti berenang.

tapi mintak-mintaklah dh surut sikit bila gua sampai rumah nanti,

'a boy got to do, what a boy got to do.
kiss his mummy on the cheek.' - Fuad. K

Krisis Darurat Di Mesir - Mengapa dan Bagaimana?

2011-01-31T20:04:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera..

Saya tidak mampu untuk membantu mereka di sana, tapi apa yang saya mampu buat di sini ialah berkongsi untuk kita semua tahu tentang apa yang sebenarnya terjadi di sana. Moga dengan pengetahuan ini kita akan dapat bersama-sama mendoakan kesejahteraan mereka di sana.

Mengapa Berlakunya Krisis Darurat di Mesir?

Bermulanya Revolusi di Tunisia yang menggulingkan Presiden Zine el-Abidine Ben Ali kerana masalah korupsi yang melampau. Kejayaan Rakyat Tunisia ini telah menyuntik semangat kepada Rakyat Mesir untuk menggulingkan Kerajaan Hosni Mubarak yang juga sangat korup. Kita juga sedia maklum yang Kerajaan Mesir lebih pro kepada zionis dan sering menghalang bantuan ke Palestin walaupun sesama Islam.

Bertitik tolak daripada kejadian Mohammed Bouazizi, seorang rakyat Tunisia yang membakar diri akibat tidak tahan dengan korupsi dalam kerajaan Presiden Zine el-Abidine Ben Ali, walaupun beliau melaporkan masalah beliau kekejaman terhadap beliau kepada kerajaan, namun ia langsung tidak diendahkan dan kekejaman makin berleluasa dan yang miskin terus ditindas dan yang kaya terus dipuja. Akhirnya, beliau pada 17 Disember 2010, telah membakar dirinya sendiri tanda protes kepada kezaliman dan kekejaman Kerajaan sedia ada. Kematian beliau telah menyebabkan kemarahan dan membangkitkan semangat golongan bawahan untuk membela nasib mereka sehingga kerajaan Presiden Zine el-Abidine Ben Ali lumpuh dan beliau terpaksa melarikan diri daripada Tunisia.

Di mesir pula, 2 orang membakar diri di depan bangunan parlimen Mesir di sebabkan tekanan kehidupan di mesir dengan kadar pengangguran dan pendapatan rakyat miskin yg sangat rendah. Berbeza dgn golongan2 kaya yg makin meningkat pendapatan mereka.
Akibatnya, rusuhan dan demonstrasi untuk meminta Kerajaan pimpinan Hosni Mubarak berundur dilakukan. Namun Hosni Mubarak tetap berdiam sehinggalah keadaan menjadi makin parah selepas 3 hari dan telah mengakibatkan 35 orang terbunuh

Selasa, 25 Jan 2011 - Rakyat Mesir mulai bangun untuk memprotes kerajaan. Bermulanya "Hari Kebangkitan Kemarahan" (Day of rage).

Rabu, 26 Jan 2011 - Protes berterusan masuk hari kedua.

Khamis, 27 Jan 2011
- Mesir menutup rangkaian sosial (twitter, facebook) melalui penutupan internet dan sistem telekomunikasi. Semua telefon, internet, mesin ATM langsung tidak boleh digunakan.

Jumaat, 28 Jan 2011
- Ketua Menteri Mesir, Mubarak mengumumkan akan menubuhkan kerajaan yang baru. Berlakulah "power of void". Negara yang tiada pemimpin.

Sabtu, 29 Jan 2011
- Penggunaan radio (morse code) membantu Mesir berhubung dengan dunia luar

Ahad, 30 Jan 2011
- Stesen TV, Al Jazeera ditutup.
- Kedutaan US di Cairo meminta warga amerika untuk tinggalkan Mesir
- Hillary Clinton meminta Mesir menghala ke arah demokrasi.

Akibatnya?
1. Huru-hara dan rusuhan hampir di seluruh Mesir menyebabkan keadaan tidak selamat dan hampir melumpuhkan segala aktiviti di Mesir.

2. Kemudahan internet, telefon dan komunikasi terputus dan diblok. Pelajar-pelajar dan rakyat Malaysia tidak dapat dihubungi dan berita serta perkembangan terbaru keadaan di Mesir agak terbatas.

3. 6000 banduan melepaskan diri daripada penjara dan ada di antara mereka menyamar dengan berpakaian polis dan siap bersenjata. Satu ancaman yang cukup membahayakan orang awam.

4. Apabila berlakunya darurat, maka sudah tentu akan berlakunya krisis makanan. Ada di antara pelajar Malaysia di sana yang dikatakan bekalan makanan mereka hanya mencukupi untuk 3 hari. Seterusnya bagaimana mereka akan terus hidup jika dibiarkan sahaja di sana berkurung di rumah hanya menghitung masa dan waktu.

5. Tambang untuk pulang ke Malaysia sudah naik 7x ganda dan belum tentu pun boleh terbang pulang. Jalan-jalan ke airport penuh dengan samseng jalanan dalam usaha mereka untuk merompak dan memeras ugut orang awam.

6. Menurut masyarakat arab di sana, sumber: Suffian Sani (terkandas di Mansurah), dilaporkan oleh: Azizi Al Fahri (baru tiba di KLIA). Jika dalam masa empat hari, iaitu sampai 2/2/2011 ini, jika Hosni Mubarak tidak turun juga, mereka akan melancarkan peperangan civil. Nauzubulillah.

7. Paling sedih lagi, seorang pelajar perempuan malaysia di Iskandariah telah dirogol, maklumat diperoleh dari "Ummi Medic Mesir". Bayangkan kalau ahli keluarga anda yang terlibat. Jadi marilah kita mendoakan kesejahteraan dan keselamatan mereka.

Apa yang kita boleh buat?
1. Buat solat hajat dan mendoakan keselamatan rakyat Mesir dan rakyat Malaysia terutamanya pelajar Malaysia di sana.
2. Menulis dan menceritakan kepada sahabat kita. Nak copy paste daripada sini pun boleh.
3. Kongsi berita ini bersama rakan-rakan lain, sama ada melalui tweeter, Facebook, email. Biarkan masyarakat kita sedar dan sama-sama berusaha membantu rakyat Malaysia dan Mesir di sana. Jom kongsi

copy paste

dari sini.

Of those who has friend in egypt

2011-01-30T22:52:00.000-08:00

If you know anyone in Egypt, please pass this on to them.
To bypass government blocking of websites, use numerical IP addresses:
Twitter ”128.242.240.52”
Fb ”69.63.189.34”
Google ”172.14.204.99”.
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Login password: toto.

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of tissue seller.

2011-01-26T01:28:00.000-08:00

hidup dekat kotaraya ni buat aku sedar.
tentang satu benda yang hanya ada di kotaraya ni.
tempat lain.kalau ada pun, jarang-jarang.

tentang orang buta yang singgah di restoren atau mamak-mamak.
yang singgah dari meja ke meja menjual tisu.
aku tak ada la kisah sangat. asal ade duit barang seringgit atau lima puluh sen dalam poket, aku hulur.
kalau takda,mintak maaf banyak-banyak.
tapi paling aku kisah, tentang orang yang berdiri disebelah penjual tisu ni.
orang yang menjadi penunjuk arah bagi penjual tisu ni. orang yang membantu penjual tisu ni dari ke meja ke meja.

yeah.
kenapa mereka ni sanggup jadi penunjuk arah?
'mungkin nak dapat berkat, nak tolong orang susah'
'ni family aku, aku nk tolong dia, aku nak sara hidup dia'

nak tolong? sara hidup?aku rasa banyak je pilihan lain, yang penunjuk arah ni boleh ambil, dari menjalankan peranan sebagai penunjuk arah.
boleh je buat kerja2 kasar, kerja angkat getah ke, jual barang terpakai, apply jadi jadi tukang sapu ke, kl ni kotor gila kut,
mesti dbkl nak ambil banyak tukang sapu untuk bersihkan bandaraya nih.
tapi kena usaha kuat sikitlah.almaklum, kerja-kerja kasar, kena berjemur lah, angkat barang berat lah.
tak pun balik kampung tanam sayur.apa susah

compare dengan

jadi penunjuk arah takat jalan-jalan sikit je.and leceh sikit sebab nak bawa si penjual tisu yang tak nampak jalan.
nanti hasil penjual tisu tu boleh pareng 50-50 ye tak? kalau amik lebih pun, penjual tisu ni bukan perasan pun.
BIG-FAT-MONEY-COMING-YEAH! ape ade hal? sorang kasi seringgit.satu kedai ade berapa ramai customer.sejam yang lain datang customer baru.campur kedai-kedai lain? pergh.

tapi kalau pasangan penjual tisu dan penunjuk arah tu, adalah suami isteri dan dua-dua dah berusia,
aku boleh lah terima. well, kerja kasar apa lagi yang mampu diorang buat kan? nak- nak bila anak-anak diorang jenis yang lupa diri.
yang tinggalkan je diorang.taknak ambil berat langsung.hidup mati pun tak ambil peduli
sambil-sambil tu, boleh la tengok-tengokkan si penjual tisu ni sambil-sambil buat kerja. boleh la lunch sama-sama.
pusing kota sama-sama.ala-ala honeymoon la.sweet bukan?

p/s: orang buta tak kan nampak orang buta yang lain, betul tak.so diorang memang tak dapat nak tiru cara orang buta lain cari rezeki la, ye tak?
tapi macam mana semua boleh ade stail yang sama? menjual tisu dari meja ke meja dengan bantuan penunjuk arah.dah macam trend.
mungkin para-para penunjuk arah ni ade propaganda mereka sendiri.ada sesuatu di sebalik trend yang telah diorang cipta.

rebound after all. are not so bad.

2011-01-24T22:59:00.000-08:00

kenapa kena tunggu 'the perfect one'after break up? get a rebound, its still the same.

sebelum korang break up, time korang tengah sibuk love2 dgan partner dulu, ade someone yg diam2/terang2 minat kat korang.
now bila korang dh break up, dy tunjulkan diri dia sikit2.
bayangkan orang tengah berdiri smbil pegang sign
"take me"
or maybe dy tunggu korang take a break dulu, and a few days/month baru dy tunjulkan diri.
and still with the sign,
"take me"

so why not?take la him/her.
try a few dates out.

yup, akan ada orang yang akan cakap belakang kita macam,

"wtf baru berapa hari, dah ade orang baru.sumpah memang dia x serius ngan partner dy dulu tuh,ni kan pulak dgan partner baru dia,heh."

what a numbskull.tak payah dengar ape yg orang-orang macam ni cakap.
dah kalau benda tu boleh tolong korang lupakan ex korang tuh, apa ada hal?
better lah dari sorang- sorang duk layan lagu2 sedih, tgok movie sedih2 macam "sepi"( but this one really is a good movie, seriusly)

lagipun, ape je yg nak dikesahkan.
hidup aku, bukan hidup kau.ape ada hal.

lagipun, dengan kehadiran orang baru, tak banyak, sikit akan bantu kita heal our broken spirit.
serius. tak ingat early stage relationship dengan ex? Indah bukan?

"Rebounds or not, the effect of the early stage of a relationship is always the same.
You just feel the excitement all over again." -J.Abdullah, terfaktab

A new relationship waktu lu orang dalam rebound ada probability untuk bloom into a long-term relationship.

Robound?Ingat senang ke nak cari someone new?

"Hey come on lah. The perfect person would be guy/girl yang lu orang slalu flirt innocently dalam FB or Twitter tu. Kalau tak kerana ada pasangan,
itulah orang yang lu orang nak buat pasangan kannn? Why else lu orang stalk FB dia?" -J.Abdullah, terfaktab

p/s: and hell yes, maybe aku tak patut pun cakap psal benda2 nih, nak kata build new relationship,rebound pun aku tak dapat lagi.
tapi ikut la,aku tak kata yang ape aku kata ni semua betul, dan mind set semua orang adalah salah.

p/s:yeah. i am an ATARI. But still not too shabby.right?

of tahun baru 2011

2011-01-04T23:50:00.000-08:00

"4. Mungkin akan menjadi lebih rajin mendekatkan diri dengan Tuhan. Tak ingat ke 2012 ni tahun akhir? Tak lama dah tu. Apa ada hal?"
taken from budak hitam.

so, ape azam tahun baru anda?

satu lagu.susah sangat nk jumpa

2010-11-27T11:28:00.000-08:00

this one has been playing on my mind for days now. its a song that i used to sing on all along wherever i go long time ago.2005.

this is dedicated to everybody in the world, you know, you gotta realize whats going on around you, stop and think about it, what you gonna do bout it? so......stop tell me why why why, can someone tell me why,oh why? Why why why why must we hurt inside, Why why why why do we let the children cry corruption destruction they never satisfied denied by life's truth buried beneath blue skies families split and fight, their love is stolen like empty egg factories with their sheels broken people killing each other,war and poverty's token lifes a gift give a 100% of ur devotion hate consumed minds with dark visions,lost ones are beaten hate has taken over our cities and risen now understand me is none violent peace and equality shall rule over our great nation tell me why why why (do all the people fuss and fight) tell me why why why (is it so hard to do right) tell me why why why (iron fist squeezing the world too tight) can somebody tell me why, oh why tell me why why why(i dont know) can someone tell me why, oh why

terasa nak dengar balik tapi seriusly dah lupa apa tajuk dia.aku dh spent all night google title dia.still x jumpa.

any help? please.

of GTFO

2010-11-17T00:27:00.000-08:00

chat.you are starting a conversation, and asking a few question, trying to live up the conversation.
and the person at the other end answering a few, and suddenly when quiet and turn offline.

obviously:

means that you have just been told to get the fuck out.in true meaning "u are annoying me bitch.".
yeah i get it. i will disturb you no more.

or

it was just a small misunderstanding. maybe the internet connection was just bitching around, so maybe the next time the other person, who you thought was ignoring you, will explain about the situation the next time that person got a chance to get online.

or not. just accept the facts that u are totally being ignored brah.heh.

no no no. dont get it the wrong way. im totally fine with it. u tell me to stay away. and i will totally get my ass off. cool. no biggie.

the thing is.i kinda hate that sort of way. that " suddenly offline and get ignored" way.
its kinda, you know, sucks

i prefer more being given the word GTFO, then just suddenly offline and get ignored.

GTFO seems more likable.
i mean, for one thing, that other person will know that he/she has been told to completely get the fuck off, and will disturb you no more.
and the other thing is, it has manner in it.i mean, u are answering his/her question right? kind off.heh.

and oh yeah. get my ass off.noted.

and of course its for you.

.

of etiquette,moshing

2010-11-14T19:29:00.000-08:00

few things that u should know.the protocol and unwritten rules.

plagiarism is stealing.stealing is plain rude. so here the source.
Junk.

of fuck you

2010-11-14T03:19:00.000-08:00

and i'm like, fuck you.

of study week

2010-11-11T22:36:00.000-08:00

first of all, thanks to the management for giving me 2 weeks of study week.
seriously. not sarcastically,thank you.

and here my story from the beginning of what i like to call, holiday.

haha. im really bad at writing down stuff and sucks big time to come up with great words.thats the main reason i started blogging, to practice myself.heh

im still longing for few more trips. just for some memoirs before i start up my internship. i wont be seeing pretty much of everyone in UTP after this. Either my engineering batch, the batch below me, or the batch "upper" me.betul ke term "upper"?

So, like i said, im longing for a few more trips. anyone? ada sesiapa yg sudi untuk lepak2 dengan aku?

and of course, YOU. I WOULD LIKE TO GO OUT WITH YOU. PLEASE ASK ME OUT. ♥

of all of a sudden, a taylor swift song

2010-11-01T19:39:00.000-07:00

really match up with coldplay.

found from one of my friends wall at fb.

of bas kilang berwarna biru

2010-10-31T06:56:00.000-07:00

petang tadi aku baru balik dari sth, ok, takde la petang sangat. malam sikit.

suasana hujan. dan dari dalam kereta, ak nampak sebuah bas kilang dekat sebelah kiri aku.
typical bas kilang.kaler biru.

suasana hujan + bas kilang kaler biru + waktu senja, buat aku teringat zaman sekolah rendah aku, sebelum aku msuk asrama.ya aku start masuk asrama dari darjah 6.

pada zaman aku kecil2 dulu, bila senja, dan hujan,
aku akan berlari keluar dari rumah bersama payung ditangan, meredah hujan, kejalan besar.
ditepi jalan besar tu, aku akan tunggu sebuah bas kilang berwarna biru untuk berhenti.
dan menanti seorang wanita untuk keluar dari perut bas itu.
menanti senyumannya apabila melihat aku, anaknya, telah sedia untuk menyambutnya di tengah hujan.
ya.di saat tu mak aku adalah "sole breadwinner". pada zaman tu aku tak tinggal dengan bapak aku.
aku masih kecil ketika itu, dan aku sayang mak aku.
aku masih suci dan comel ketika itu, dan apa yang bermain difikiran aku hanyalah, aku mahu menyenangkan mak aku. aku akan buat apa yang terdaya untuk senangkan hati dia.
dan memang, setiap kali hujan, xkira ia ditemani petir atau tidak, aku akan sentiasa berada disisi jalan besar, untuk menanti mak aku.
kerana memori ini, aku mencapai satu keputusan.
mula saat ini, setiap senja yg diiringi hujan, adalah hari ibu bagi aku.

MAK, SELAMAT HARI IBU.

of a little dream

2010-10-26T10:30:00.000-07:00

didalam sebuah bar, di sambil white shoes and the couples company memainkan beberapa lagu.
nun di hujung meja, kelihatan seorang gadis yg tampak comel, dengan rambut hitam ke aras bahu merenung kearah aku. body biasa, kurus, senang kata average.memang citarasa aku. dia berbisik ke arah bartender, smbil menuding jari ke arah aku. bartender tu mengangguk dan terus menuju ke arah aku.

"gadis disana mintak id gtalk anda"

"fuadpuek.. at gmail.. terima kasih"

aku tertanya2, mengapa gtalk?bukan no fon, atau bb pin?

bartender mengangguk dan terus menuju kearah gadis tadi.gadis tadi mengeluarkan iphone smbil menekan2 sesuatu. selepas beberapa minit, dia melambai2kan iphonenya kearah aku.
aku mengeluarkan phone aku dan bukak browser aku.gtalk.add to contact list.

kemudian kluar chat box dari dia.

"dance with me"

aku reply dgan " =)" tanda setuju.

Gadis itu bangun. bergerak menghampiri aku. Dia menghulurkan tangan. aku menyambut dan kami mula menari.

Adakala aku membawa gadis itu mengikut irama musik.ketika dy tenung jelas kearah mata aku. Rentak tarian aku terus hilang.

"Siapa kau?" aku berbisik ke telinga gadis itu.

Dia tersenyum.

Dia bergerak menjauhi aku tetapi kemudian kembali mendekatkan dirinya. dan merapatkan mukanya dgan muka aku. selepas menghembuskan nafas dgan lembut, dia berkata.

"maybe, i am your dream"

Kami terus menari mengikut rentak muzik.

"Jadi adakah impian aku telah tercapai?"

dia terus tersenyum. Kami berpegang tangan dan terus menari.

"Not" bisiknya. "if your dream is to make me, my heart yours, that would never come true." .

Kami terhenti sambil merenung antara satu sama lain.tarian msih diteruskan.

"Kenapa?" aku berbisik.tanda ingin tahu.

Dia ketawa kecil dan terus lincah menarik tangan aku mengikuti rentaknya. Tangannya aku capai dan mendakapnya dari belakang.

"i'm belong to someone," jawabnya.

"Jadi kenapa menari dengan aku?"

"that is, because, i like you..." Lagu bergerak laju. irama bergerak rancak.

"you're doomed for the one who always late, and doomed to love me but will always the one who can't have me..." senyumnya.

aku terdiam. dia perlahan-lahan pergi meninggalkan aku. kelihatan seorang lelaki baru keluar dari tandas,dan menghampiri gadis tadi.balaknya barang kali.

aku bergerak untuk meninggalkan bar.tiada apa lagi untukku disini. aku menoleh ke arah gadis tadi sebelum beredar. gadis itu mengerling ke arah aku sambil mengenyitkan matanya dan tersenyum.

aku membalas senyumannya.

p/s: idea asal dari dunia panda.

of paramore

2010-10-20T03:10:00.000-07:00

this picture is taken by my friend who were on the rockzone lastnight. 3 line from the stage approximately. YES. Hayley were smiling at her while she taking this picture.be ENVY.be VERY ENVY. based on last night performance, me myself are deeply jealous to t hose who were in the rockzone(thou im not a die-hard-fan of paramore,i can barely sing along that night as i only recognize few lines and songs,but i did, fall for them last night).

and PS4 were not bad. we got to see hayley first compare to others. when all of us scream as we saw hayley, those from other seating and standing are still looking for what we are screaming at.

cool right? and still, as you got your friends to rock around with, what more do you need?but still, next time when coldplay come to Malaysia, i will go for the rockzone.*mula menabung dari harini.YEAH*
oh bout the concert?
it was 18 songs played by paramore all the way from 8.30 till 10.00..
some might say it was SHORT.. but i disagree. it was enough. 18 songs were awesome enough.
performance were great, at least my interest on them increase to a new level. hee..
seriously, i fell sorry for myself for not being their huge fan before.
Paramore did rockin up the entire 8000++ crowd.
well somehow i cant give any word to describe last night, but the link below might help.

junk

and last night, i meet my old highschool friend, we never talk to each other for more than two years. yep.she was the owner of the above pic. she got to see hayley from the rockzone. ciss.

thats her. on the right. naquia. standing beside apoit, who doesnt know apoit, the owner of the famous "belogbagus" , he was the first person that i know, who knew hayley from highschool,at that time i was like. "who the fuck is hayley? is she any better than avril? *that time everyone was avril-maniac*
.. hope in the future we'll have more time to hang around, since we only meet up for a moment, and the time was too short too catch up with anything. )=

and for the other param-whore, thanks for tagging me along in this trip. =D

this picture were taken from the HOT magazine's facebook page, :)

P/S: and i did receive several good news yesterday, thats make yesterday the day that i couldn't stop smiling. :)

of 10.10.10

2010-10-10T10:47:00.000-07:00

everybody is talking about 10.10.10.. bragging about special thing they done and should done on this date. or things that they pretended done on this date. and it is a big fat lie if i dont want to do something in related to this date.

i've plan something for this date, but it didnt turn out quite well. so i end up by making this list.
10 list of number 10 in each any 1o days/hours/minutes/seconds of my life.

1. one of 10 minutes of me when i was 10: i was in standard 4. nothing cool happen. i had my first digimon, and it ended up in my washing machine. that one might become one of the legendary monster at my school. thanks to LOUIS RODIER who invented the washing machine.

2. times the number 10 with 2.and there goes my age!.lol.

3. every day. i only take max 10 minutes to dress up or prepare for anything.

4. i have 1o fingers at each pair of my hand and feet.lol.

5. spend 10 minutes with me. u might get amazed by me. spend 10 days, u might get bored.

6. theres one time when my first dad come to see me and my family.i was still a kid.we sit around spend time at segamat's kfc. that time me, my mum, and sis, were staying with my grandma at segamat. during that"get-together", he suddenly went outside the kfc and say he had to take a call. we waited for around 10minutes and then my mum went to find him and turn out he wasnt around anymore. im not sure why we were meeting again at that time, but he did, left us.again.

7. i miss 10 minutes of each of my primary school lunch break.

8. my life start the latest at 10. no matter how late i get to sleep, i will wake up the latest at 10. thats that count as morning person?

9. i am a solid 10! :D

10. tried to eat 10 packets of fried maggie for 10.10.10 during my dinner. but my stomach went cold when i start to cook it. and i end up with 5 packet instead. and it was my new personal record. will try my luck at 11.11.11 or 12.12.12 next time.

of teluk segadas. pangkor.

2010-10-09T21:10:00.000-07:00

yeah. first time trip to pangkor and a very "destinasi bajet" trip, thanks to the kembarians.
and because of a slight delay plus hectic class on friday,
things have been decided to not following the rest of the kembarians on friday, and departed on saturday by me and the other four. So will be meeting and others on the island in the evening and for sure, will be missing all abseiling,flying fox and stuff. i didnt care much as my intention is to have some vacation and enjoy the bitch, i mean beach.

so off we go on saturday noon,with only RM 50 in our pocket. a really cheap island vacation indeed.
off to the jetty, and realise, we left our own tent back at utp and theres go our place for the night.
and
bla, bla, bla the story goes.

best thing of pangkor is:

-got to see how ur roomate try to hit on the person at the ferry counter. a girl of course. he might have succeed as he have me as his wing man, the best one around, but the thing is. em was there. keep trying to force us away from the counter. ak x paham dy segan dengan apa. haha.
-of the sweat and 20mins jungle tracking until u reach the beach at the other side of the island.where the campsite is.
-got the chance to scare off some girl in the night.while owling of course, and failed. haha.
-of mafia in the middle of the night.
-of sleeping numbly in the night. dont know who are sleeping beside you, either she, or he, or milf?? cause everyone just so tired of the whole day activity.
-swimming at the beach of course.with girls,gamats, and landaks2 lauts.haha.
-of the theme for the night"raya"
-and of the morning beach view of the beach.
-of "bang,bang.pooww" of the mercun. and one of them hit one girl and she ended up of her baju raya got burned. haha
-when u wake up early in the morning, u can see how cute and ugly other people's sleeping face.
its really cold when u dont have a tent to sleep in,dont have sleeping bed and blanket, and the night breeze of the sea.whoa.what u got only a big layer of canvas and i forgot what they called it.
-of having a morning chit chat with any random girl, who also wake up early to enjoy the morning beach view.
-of being intruder who not suppose to care much of the flow of activity, just sit and laugh and playing around all day. :D
-and lastly of course.of having time around with your friends.

just some of the random pics. for future memories.

yes.the thing that the ladies are sitting on,is our "bed". coolios.

of the randomness at the beach.

of the night time.

of random girl on morning beach.

of having your friend around.

of green day concert

2010-10-05T23:07:00.001-07:00

okay, its a green concert.not green day.
its where they held a concert to make people realize about the whole green situation.
i love crowds. and i love big one. and last night didnt meet my expectation.
i was expecting that the ch will be at least half full so it would really be shaking when the bands bring along their songs.
maybe the involvement of RM in the concert, who denying that girl and boy, man and women can seat together.
nak halang persentuhan antara lelaki dan wanita la katakan.
and i dont blame them, they are doing whats right.aku tak nak satu tronoh kena bala sebab xde orang yang
berusaha untuk tegakkan islam.and they end up chasing half of the audience away, i guess.but im fine with it.seriusly.
but truely peeps, you can seat together with your opposite sex partner in the hall, as long as you know how.
i know i did.haha.

the night start with the choir, it has been a while since i heard one.not bad.great.dont know how to judge, but i think it was great.
and then theres the pantomin(did i spell i right?) from the tts, kinda dull at the begining, but i turn out to be pretty exciting.

and then the bands start.the raptors came up with a new line up. they change the guitarist, its suppose to be apek, but i figured he is doing his intern somewhere else.
but the one who play for him that night was not bad. joe can really handle the song.the bass that played by the indonesian guy, he was cool. i was watching his hand at the whole beginning of the performance.
he is great.his hand was fast moving and strumming between those notes. and then the new drummer. mat pik. i knew this guy from the last,last eupho.the one with the bunkface. he was not bad. totally great playing around with the drums. but while performing, the raptors didnt bring their song well, mistake here and there between their notes, i can see they are trying hard on covering their mistake.
maybe they havent have the chemistry yet.
and then the threnody, between all, i favor them the most.officially they are 3 man band and again tonite, they are not performing in 3 people.
they bring naim as the vocalist,and one girl that i never knew her name to play the keyboard.
naim voice is great and he has what they call shomanship.but i prefer them stick with the 3 man idea as they are known by bringing the muse image.
but i cant blame them. that night they bring a song call perdamaian by gigi.that song was hard to sing while playing guitar. so the idea of naim as the vocalist instead of jeff is great. so jeff can totally focus on his guitar part.
the morven came up with some muse song last night. and i dont get it why they bring 2 guitarist for muse song.
mmg serabut sikit r bunyi,main lagu muse buat apa 2 gitar..mmg lagu2 dorg dibuat pakai 1 gitar je.
it end up by not bringing the song pretty well and i cant even hear their bass at all. maybe it was the sound system or something. they bring one of the muse song, entitle "new world". that song really focused on the bass, and with the soundless bass, i cant say they are doing great for that "new world".
and for the collaboration with the nasyid? oh i cant hear the in-saff voices.maybe i was seating at the wrong place.

but overall the performance. the sound system didnt turn out quite well.from where i sit of course. i dont know how the sound hear like from other seat.
but thankful all of the band manage to cover up so well, and it doesnt turn out badly. i turn to the other side to take a look at who are handling the sound system.
and it turn out it wasnt the same as what eupho used.it was not skarface.maybe if they use skarface, they have to pay a bit more but the result would be satisfying.

and for nash. i barely know him myself.haha. because people call him nash-lefthanded, i thought that he would be performing on stage, with his lefhanded skill on guitar,
but it turn out he only use his left hand to held his mic.-_-"
but then i recognise few of his song and i goes like, oh, so this is nash.and he was quite okay and friendly.and so called "uncle" :D

of internship

2010-10-04T04:32:00.000-07:00

this one is going to be really personal. of those who really hate reading personal post please gtfo.

this morning, i have prepared my self to go for my lab.seriusly. i wake up early to prepare myself and stuff. im going to start my day by attending every class and lecture with a smile.

but then i got a call. from tee arr aii see yuu bee eee ess.
its a lady. i recognise that voice. it was farah.

and here how the phone call goes.

"hello! we are calling from ..." she sound very cheerfull and it really seems like she want to offer me for the placement.
and i continue her words by answering cheerfully,excitedly, cause i'm in a happy mood, and im on my way to get durian runtuh ".. yes, i am mohd fuad"

then, she stop. for a while, and after a few moment, she continue.
"sorry, i called the wrong person" and just hang up.i dont even get a chance to say anything. rude. truely was. and that just spoiled my whole morning.and day.

i skipped both my morning lab and lecture.
then i went for my evening class in a hope that somehow, something could cheer me up.
and theres nothing.
and i gave another try during my pcs class. i crack up a few jokes, acting like a clown try to cheer myself up. and the whole class laughing. not me. just a fake and crooked smile.

when i got back to my room, i check my email because i had send one (before i went for my pcs class) through my phone to the company that called me early this morning, to ask for the status of my request for my internship placement. and they, i meant she, did reply.

"Your application is not be taken into consideration."

shit.numbskull. why does it so hard for me to get a placement. others have tons of company waiting for them.

p/s: dont even think to cheer me up. i already fail myself.

of blues harps

2010-09-23T02:45:00.001-07:00

ake nak harmonika ni.yang key "C" punya.
end.

of stupid

2010-09-19T05:13:00.001-07:00

of hari raya and gay trip around seremban. and free futsal for the nite!

2010-09-18T02:40:00.000-07:00

of 11 cars.

of 2 days and 1 night of raya around seremban.

off from

10.oo am 15/9 rumah jongos

till

10.00pm 16/9 rumah apam
of futsal, i am not afraid of fast moving ball, but confused with the slow one.

next time we bring the crowd to the south of malaysia! of tampin,melaka,palong,gemas,and segamat! trippin!

fin.

sempoi

2010-09-06T18:46:00.000-07:00

just found one pic from one of my friend's album, couple was cool, they let us moshing/dancing on the stage with them. sempoi

if only

2010-08-31T09:07:00.001-07:00

old times come back!

2010-08-21T21:27:00.001-07:00

its morning, and i wake up early.because i skipped my sahur as others were eager to have them at McD, and i refused to travel that far just having McD for sahur. i want to start the day with completing my cv, and study a few for tomorrow test.

as i open my drawer to put my things in it, i saw her,the on who always stick by my side the last 3-4 years. my old phone. its kinda sucks not to have her around anymore. really sucks. i like travelling around and see big scenario, big crowds, but in time i get pretty lonely and i will put on some music to let my mind play on, but nowadays i cant. As the one who will be playing all the song is lying dead in my drawer.

then i remembered my old mp3 player. i always bring my old stuff around no matter where i went. so i opened my old box near my bed. there were a few books, some tickets, and stuff.. and there it is.. my old mp533 SD. but the memory card was not there. i wonder where it went. But this mp533 also got her own problem.yeah, i kept a lot of broken stuff and i never throw them off.cause you know, it cames with many memories, no matter how small it is, and i learn to bear every little things in my life. i kept a lot of junkies. the problem with my mp533 is she wont play any song. more than that, the pc wont the detect her when i try to connect it with the usb device. i try to format it manually, but it did'nt came up with any reset button. yeah, she;s an old stuff, and back then people did not think much in producing products, but still, she's my old buddies from the past times.

and the day is still early, i put my cv aside for a while, and try to figure out something with my ms533. i google some forums, and hey, mp533 really came out with a lot of bugs. so, thanks to the world wide web, i figure out some way, and get some help in reviving back my old mp533.
i spend the whole morning, accessing my mp533 through command prompt, cause since the pc wont recognize it, i have to access it in some other way. I learn that in cyber world, there will always be a door, its up to you either to knock in or break in, and still, there always a window. =). and did some coding and testing with few, i mean many help from the open source. and,it did take the whole morning, and afternoon, but i did it. She's alive! again! imagine how happy i am! did i mention it run on battery? classic.

now i need a pair of earphone.. =)

p/s: its like having one of your ex's back

stories

2010-08-21T02:32:00.001-07:00

accidently fuck

2010-08-18T02:33:00.000-07:00

today, after knowing that my itpm class is canceled, i continue my fresh morning on my bed, and try to get a few more sweet dreams.then it happens that i wake up late for my pcs class.
i plan to practice my presentation before going to class this morning, but i wake up with only some time left for me to prepare myself to the class. no biggie thou cause it just a practice presentation. i dont care much.

i don't want to be stared by showing up late, so i take few big steps to the class, and it was a pretty fast walk or steps you know.

then suddenly i saw a girl from the other way. she was really cute. so i stare at her. i was in a hurry so i wasnt thinking much, and theres nothing much goin on in my brain. did i mention she was pretty cute? yes i did. i never saw her before. where the hell did she came from? foundation maybe? or some first year i never meet? so the story goes on, and as she's notice that i was staring at her, she stare back at me.and we are getting close as we are walking towards each other.

we were staring at each other for a few seconds now, and as my brain is still moving slow as i just wake up, i did not know what to say, in case she goes like. "what the fuck are you staring at freak??". oh, who cares. then as we are passing by each other, she lift up her hand.
she lift up her hand and make a "peace" sign,you know, the one which shape like 'V' , and smile at me.well that was not really on my mind.

because it was a quick moment, i dont know how to respond to that unexpected sign. i though she would just turn and face the other way. then my hand move involuntarily to respond to her.
"oh hand please dont respond with a *peace* sign too, that would be lame, and embarrassing to pretend to be cute by showing that sign"
to my surprise, my hand show a different sign. i was thinking of nothing, and suddenly my hand is the one who giving the respond to her without any grant from my brain. maybe because i did it without thinking, so my hand only show the usual hand sign.

yeah. a fuck. and her respond? she smile back at me.wow. the most positive girl i ever meet.

Smoke on the waters

2010-08-15T04:15:00.000-07:00

ever realize that when a band performing live, and we try to catch it on video, it sounded a bit different

in live it sounded awesome,but when we view it back on our vidcam
it sounds common, and sometimes seriously sucks
but this one differ

enjoy!

cat story

2010-08-13T22:06:00.000-07:00

There once was a tiger striped cat. This cat died a million deaths, revived and lived a million lives, and he was owned by various people who he didn't really care for. The cat wasn't afraid to die. Then one day the cat became a stray cat, which meant he was free. He met a white female cat, and the two of them spent their days together happily. Well, years passed, and the white cat grew weak and died of old age. The tiger striped cat cried a million times, and then he died too. Except this time, he didn't come back to life.

Spike Spiegel.
Cowboy Bebop.

Oasis for me

2010-08-13T10:24:00.000-07:00

recently Junk has decided to give freebies on oasis fan. How awesome is that?

one of the prize pulled my heart to join and win. that is imported oasis T-shirt. i never had one of those in my collection. and i want it.bad. and i joined.

to win it,actually very simple.
i just have to tell them which is my oasis favourite song and why.
and i post my answer.

now its all depend on my luck.
bring me luck please.
FRIDAY 13th.

She Scream

2010-08-11T01:59:00.000-07:00

today, before my pcs class started,
me and my fellow course mates were dawdle outside the lecture room.
and swiftly, we saw a girl from a far.

despite of the present of Mr Razol, and other strangers standing few feet from us..

one of my fellow mates, a girl, yell.toward the girl we saw from a far just now.
it goes like..
"akak!!!"
and non of us knew who is the girl she's yelling at.

and its sure was.
FUNNY.

P/s: maybe people never understand this post. GTFO. i dont care. i just want to sit one day in the future to remember every little thing in my life.

i Love my Cyber law Class

2010-08-10T11:47:00.000-07:00

I don’t know much about anyone in the class, except for few of my fellow course mate who decided to take this course before our internship. As I were saying, I love crowd, the bigger the better! Why? Because I love observing strangers. What would they do when they are bored, or how they concentrate in class, how they exchange a few words with their partner, what are their funny bad habit while sitting in a big crowd, what can I say? Maybe I am born to be a bystander. An awesome bystander perhaps? :D

Every each of cyber law class, I observe each of every one in the class except of my fellow course mate as I have seen them everyday and I learn by heart every each of their habit. Rahman who always focus in class while jotting some notes, and imagining every little thing of what the lecturer was saying in his head. And there was Amad, she will be playing psp or disturbing her fellow cluster, and came up with some jokes to lighten up people around her, either than that she will be sleeping. And Jia Lin, shes doing the same as rahman but in a quiet way. She observe carefully every one of the lecterer explanations, and only jotting down a few. Followed by rose, most of the time she will just sitting there watching the lecterer and jotting some notes, and sometimes her mind just flew away out of the class, staring at nothing with her upside-down-U shaped lips. Beside her was dee, she focus more than rose in the class, and specially on those little things, if you take a peep at her book, u notice those little things that she jotted down. Not to for get pei ying. She always smile in the class, I love when people are smiling around, she pays a lot of attention in class, but leave jia lin to note everything down. And dqeen, she did pay attention in class, and people around her, as she try to laugh if anyone try to come up with a joke, even though it was a bad one.and she also pay a lot of attention at every one else in the crowd. Well, maybe she were doing the same thing as me.observing. the rest of my fellow course mate are not taking this course.

And here goes the crowd. I came late to this class today. So I got a great spot to do my “study” on the crowd. There was one girl came by a bit late after me. Not so pretty but solala. She wear a tight jeans and very lowered maybe to show her but off. When she sat down I can see every inch very clearly. Berlurah woo.. tapi saying, berdaki la plak.. haha.. xnak aku tengok lagi.. at the of the other side of the class, I can see a cheerful group. It’s a big gift to have a lot a friend around and I could see they smilling to each other as they share the same thoughts and interest. And in this class, there is on cute girl. She has the look, she know how to dress up, she has the height, maybe she is what other would call perfect. But me somehow pay less attention to her.not my type! :D . but there this one group of guys who pay a lot of attention to her. They chatter soft and sweet to her, try to let her involve in every conversation.. “lame”.. but they are making to many move at one time, if i were the girl, i could get pretty annoyed.

and suddenly I notice of this one guy in the class, I knew every one of his movement, the way he talk. The way he get around in the crowd. The way he talk, and other feat. It’s the same as the old me. I was like looking back at an old mirrow.wow. I really were a jerk back then.

i wonder what kind of person will i meet on the next class?

P/S: should focus on what dr.suzy is saying in class.

Random Thoughts

2010-08-04T16:53:00.000-07:00

In the beginning,

The sacred warrior is the only one capable of following the animal trail that lies ahead.

The seagull, the zebra, and the winter wasp wonder without even the hint of a shadow.

Even the happy circle around a hibachi gives way to festivities on a mountain with dead trees.

Why do the crows cry out “caw”?

Now,..

Showmanship

2010-07-24T06:06:00.000-07:00

Ada banyak band dalam dunia ni, dan kita semua dah dengar lagu2 diorang, yup, lagu diorang best, awesome, tapi tu semua hanya bila dimainkan dlam radio,CD dimana lagu dior dh direkodkan dulu! Semua hebat dalam CD. Bila konsert, gig, hampeh! Inilah “studio band”.

Vocal macam orang meneran, SHOWMANSHIP xde langsung! Haha.. no offence.

Tapi, dalam banyak2 ni, mesti ade yang awesome kat stage, banyak buat show dan mampu buat satu performance yang melekat kat dalam kepala2 peminat diorg.

Lets google, surf on youtube, and review semua live performance CD yang ada dalam koleksi masing2.

Back to the 60’s

THE BEATLES:

Sape yang x kenal dengan nama ni? Betape hebatnya showmanship diorg? Pada tahun 1969, diorang Berjaya buat beratus2 atau boleh dikatakan beribu2 peminat diorg kat london, sakit leher, apabila diorg buat konsert percuma kat atas bumbung Apple HQ! diorg maen beberapa lagu dan konsert tu dpanggil, “hentikan trafik”. Polis terpaksa dipanggil untuk hentikan konsert tu setelah berlakunya kesesakan lalulintas yang teruk.

Back to the 70’s

Led Zeppelin:

Takda sape pun yang berani panggil diorg ni lagenda muzik kalau diorg ni maen teruk. Setelah menjajah amerika, diorang pun menakluk semula Britain pada tahun 1975, dengan sebuah konsert. Robert Plant, Jimmy Page & John Paul memukau semua orang dengan persembahan akustik selama 4 jam!

Jimi Hendrix:

Betapa bagus nyer sesape pun main gitar sekalipun, mesti kecewa bila try nak tiru Jimi Hendrix, sebab takkan mampu punya! 18 hari sebelum kematian Jimi, krew2 backstage ingat Jimi xbersedia untuk buat persembahan apabila dia tak memusnah atau membakar gitar dy, sebaliknya, Jimi mencipta semula lagenda dengan memainkan sebuah muzik yang memukau

Jimi hendrix | Hey Joe
Uploaded by 123Rock. - Music videos, artist interviews, concerts and more.

Sex Pistols:

Bukan nak cakap diorg ni yang mencipta punk, tapi Punk xkan ada movement Punk tanpa diorg. Dalam kewujudan diorg yang singkat, salah satu gig diorg yang terbaik, time 29 Ogos 1976 or is it 28?. Hand in hand dengan The Clash & Buzzcocks.

Bob Marley + The Wailer:

Sape Bob Marley? Dialah bapa reggae yang cintakkan kedamaian. Pada satu gig kat The Lyceum, London, 19 julai 1975, Bob Marley buat satu album Live yang sangat femes. Satu hasil yang sempurna dan awesome yang mengandungi versi lagu “no woman, no cry”.aku x jumpe kat youtube gig dyorang yang ni,kalau nk tgok sangat copy la dari aku or buy yourseld the CD. :)

Back to the 80’s

The Cure:

Band yang banyak tukar lineup, tapi still femes. Maybe sebab suara Robert Smith? Salah satu konsert diorg, hujan turun dengan lebat bila Robert Smith naik pentas. Dengan pentas gothic, The Cure hasilkan album Standing On A Beach, dengan lagu2 popular diorg, dan hujan turun dengan lebat sepanjang persembahan diorg. Dan dalam crowd kat situ, salah seorg penonton buat tawaran untuk bunuh diri, dan disorak oleh penonton2 yang lain. Well, did he/she died? Google up yourself! =)

Pink Floyd:

We all have never been ready for “The Dark Side Of The Moon”, not even now. Antara konsert yang terbaik , konsert The Wall. Dipenuhi dengan patung cikgu gergasi,sepasukan tentera kartun Fasis dan dinding kadbod setinggi 60kaki. Dinding tu dipecahkan pada hujung konsert dengan laungan “runtuhkan dinding itu!” (sound weird bila translate bahasa melayu kan? =))

Back to the 90’s

Nirvana

Sape yang tak kenal Kurt Cobain? Nirvana wujud dalam jangka masa pendek, dan seluruh dunia dibawah taklukan Nirvana! Dalam salah satu konsert, Kurt Cobain muncul dengan memakai rambut palsu dan ditolak kepentas dengan kerusi roda. Itu adalah respond Kurt pada khabar angin tentang kesihatannya. Konsert berakhir dengan Nirvana memainkan 30 lagu. Wow! And that was his last concert in UK before he died.

Marilyn Manson:

Sape Marilyn Manson? Atau ‘ape’ Marilyn Manson? Dia adalah syaitan yang menyerupai manusia. Gig pertama Marilyn Manson kat UK, dia pakai kasut besi dan berkelakuan lagak lucah dan pentas berlatar belakangkan era nazi. Konsert berakhir dengan dia mengoyak Bible. (Okey,dah terlebih showmanship.) Atas kejadian ni, Marilyn Manson digelar anak syaitan oleh Daily Star.

Millenium!

MUSE:

Wujud sejak era 90’s tapi femes dkat 20’s. sape yang boleh lupa konsert dyorg yang ada lighting yang boleh buat mata buta, bunyi gitar yang pelik, vokall Matt Bellamy dan muzik MUSE yang “senyap-bising-senyap”. Rasa macam kat dunia asing.

Coldplay:

Low profile, but with talent! Konsert paling dramatic dengan lampu laser kaler hijau dipancarkan apabila diorang main lagu ‘clocks’. Konsert tu dikenalli dengan “kematian Soft Rock”.

wow.. ade gaya penyampai dokumentari tak aku?

...

ok takde.

world cup

2010-07-24T02:59:00.000-07:00

yup.. world cup has long ended..
and still dissapointed thou, Holland didnt bring home the world cup again this year..
it was so close and stilll very far away.. but thats not the point of todays post..
today point is.. whats ur most memorable moment of world cup?
oh i have one!

Joachim Löw!

guess from which match this is from? :)

How fast are you?

2010-05-31T22:19:00.000-07:00

when u are driving, or riding a bike, how fast would you go?any faster than this?

just so you know, people dont thinks big of you,
even bitch.

just follow the speed limits.. eventhough sometimes it really doesnt make sense,
and you have to drive as slow as snail..

How visible are you?

2010-05-31T21:16:00.000-07:00

have you ever wonder how do you lo like in the eyes of other people?
how do others judge you?
in their eyes, what are you? cool person? a dutch? a drama queen? playboy/girl? a loser? a black? a white?
or
did they ever knew you existed? do they even give a damn fuck about you?
..

no.. im talking serious shit here. In some times, people do not give a shit about you. Face it. You did not exist. No one care about you.

well, you might say, "Bullshit, im standing right here, in their everyday life, i'm doing awesome things every single day and you were saying people didnt give a damn??"

huh.. anyway enjoy this video i got on facebook.. even a cute bear that know moonwalking dont have a place.. what makes you so sure about yorself?

Pedagang Maut

2010-05-30T11:08:00.000-07:00

as usual, one of my daily activity is browsing through the facebook, and today, my friends upload some photos of them at the youth's 10 that just ended today at pwtc. How lucky of them not to have finals at this time. How shit of me to have finals during these periods. And i found one of the photos are cool.

Atlast, there are people that stood for the real reason why cigarettes are widely distributed!
menunjukkan muka orang yang selama ini berdiri dibelakang tabir!

in the picture above is budak hitam. click on the link to know who he is. support his way of thinking!

have a great day!
cheers!

All i want is you

2010-05-30T08:56:00.000-07:00

one song suddenly playyed from my random play list at my winamp..
one song by barry louis polisar..

i remember the first time i felt in love with it.. it was one early morning at my gandma house,
at that time she still got astro at her house, now its astro no more, it got struck by lightning, and my grandma are too lazy to get it fix..
back to the story, back then it was my daily routine if a spent a night at my grandma house, i wake up early and i refresh my mind with some vids at MTV.. then this vids came up, its the first time i saw it, and i directly fell in love with it..

yup, when i heard the song from my play list, i remembered that vids, and i search for it the whole night.. my love at first sight..

here it is..
enjoy, if you have the same taste as mine.

lets just fall in love again!

Facebook

2010-05-29T19:08:00.000-07:00

Nowadays there are a lot of group in the facebook that goes against Islam, insulting islam.
and theres one thing that i like about them.
one thing that make me visited each of every one of these group each morning.
that is..
theres stood some muslim to explain the truth.
and i learn a lot about my religion from them. i learn many things that i didnt know before.

and i greatly salute to those who arent muslim, but stand greatly for muslim. =)

p/s:what is your concept of God?

ipoh news

2010-05-29T01:17:00.000-07:00

Something came up

2010-05-20T03:15:00.000-07:00

Today i'm taking HCI paper.

i got in the hall pretty early, looking at people around me, wondering when

will the exam start..

then when the exam is announced to be start,

my hand involuntary held together at my chest level.

and i start praying.

doa penerang hati.

Amin.

then after that, i finnaly realize,

its been a while since the last time i've been

reciting any kind of doa..

i start to think about my past life for a few minutes,

what have i done in these past few years.

thank You God for giving me this chance. i will take the steps.

bitch fight

2010-05-19T01:50:00.000-07:00

i wish could assist you in with some pics as a prove but i cant.. later i tell you why..

this morning i visited on of my friend in facebook. im not stalking just visiting.. and then i came to a point at on of my friend, a girl wall. i found out that a guy just added her as a friend.

and that guy post something like "thanx approving" like that la.. it followed by few conversation between them.. but what make me really attracted to it was, the words, the language that guy used.. macam mengayat je,, haha,, not sure la dy nk mengayat ke tak kan.. but the words go like,,

"u duk mana, i pun sama la, u pernah dgar tak, eh.. hometown i, and end with this is my IM.. "

haha.. obvious tagline ryte? well, he did succed in getting her IM..

and here where i came in. xde niat jahat pun.. just for lolz..

my comment goes like..

"omg.. u curang dgan i.. *glass shattering*"

and then wait for that guy replied..

"rilek der.. kawan jer " something like that laa..

what a boring dude.. haha.. spoils everything.. not fun anymore.. senang sangat give up.. then i ran out of idea.. i gtalk one of my friend that i think are not busy in doing anything.. ask her to create a scene..

at here,, sarah show up!

she create a scene, where her comment show up like this..

"fuad kisuke, u yang curang dengan i.. :| "

a scene created where, i, became my fren(the wall's owner bf), sarah became my ex, the one who got jealous with me and my new gf..

well, at first i want to make fun of that guy, but he seems boring thou, as he did not reply like what i expect he would.. thats why we came out with this scene..

there i go fighting with sarah at this girl page, under that guy post..

making a bitch fight..where our words goes like..

"u rayu2 kat i selama ni.. begging for me to come back,, and suddenly u with this bitch, what the hell is wrong with u??"

"selama ni i'm the one who do all the talk.. u never listen.. i keja2 u.. i nanges2 rayu u balik.. then u just ignoring me all the time.. now im with this girl, suddenly u show up and start a mess.. now u want me back?No-can-do's-ville, babydoll! "

" stop calling me with those sweet nicks.. it always get on my nerve.. i rather u call me something like bitch"

"what the hell is wrong with you?? u the one who started giving us nicks like those sweetie pie.. and no u blamming it on me? pfffttt"

well.. we go something like that, tapi xde la sebijik cam kata atas ni.. me myself dont remember what i typed on my comment.. thats because both of us post a lot of comment in this bitch fight..

seriously, if we were fighting like hell.. ex with ex.. and if you been reading it, u will be rolling laughing on the floor.. haha.. oh forgot.. i also invited mas to join in our fight.. me and sarah expected her to came up with an awesome character to make the fight make really huge and bitchy.. haha.. but then.. she came up with comment like..

"haha.. korang ni.. makan jom??"

how cute is that?? hahaha.. we are in da middle of huge fight, then she invited us to a lunch?? hahaha

maybe that he get really annoyed by us, he deleted that post.. man, i thought everyone enjoy bitch fight.. whats wrong with this one? RETARD?? haha.. when he deleted that post me and sarah was like..

FUCK!! THE WALL'S OWNER HAVENT READ THIS YET!!

we really want to take a look at her face when he read our comment,and our bitch fight..

hahaha.. we both goes like..

anyway thanx to those who involve in filling my dull day.. it was fun.. :)

and sarah last respond..

oh.. i did apologise after that.. maybe mamat tu terasa gila babi ke sebab kitorang buat scene kat page dy.. :)

Urbanscapes

2010-05-18T04:29:00.000-07:00

the urbanscapes promo on giving free tics

hell yes!! i won!!
see ya there!!

Cheers!

moments

2010-05-13T18:59:00.000-07:00

Have you ever look a picture of yourself with bunch of people you call friends
or even a stranger in the background? it makes you wonder how
many stranger has a picture of you.. how many moments
of other people life that you've been in..

hey, im twitter-ist now!

2010-05-11T21:22:00.000-07:00

last night was really a bad friggin nite, first of all i got a text, a problem that shuld been settle few months ago, suddenly came up.. really wish that could do something to settle it..

then, malaysia lose to japan in thomas cup<--LoL! im not a big fan of badminton actually, but hearing from their fans, they supposely to "menang mudah" on japan. well i did watch the last single malaysia vs japan last night, he lose points at some silly mistake, well enough with the comment, i might get words like "ak paling panas bila orang xreti maen badminton, nak cakap bnyak2 pasal badminton" if i kept on babling..

then, my pen ran out ink.. cant study! have to break.. LoL!

and dota, yess i played everyday to keep my mind off everything, and hell yes, lat night, one game where i'm using one of my best hero, Rylai, i win! got pretty excited cause lately i always lose, dont know, seems like my hand are getting slower, even when using inventory B+..haha.. but you dont want to know what happen then after that between KiLLuMiNaTi and sang_Kancil.. haha.. i turn on to facebook, as i cant find the serene in dota, try to find one one facebook. then i found ayie's post about tweetdeck. oh. i click to download one.. awesome! the interface is cool.. its like having and ipod, but it is in my lappy!! oohhh!! awesome again!! but, to play with it i have to make a twitter account.. oh well, i dont know how twitter works, but wut the hell, learning is good right? after all,, its already learning(study) week ryte? :D

that night, sang kisuke are born in twitter..

http://twitter.com/sangkisuke

a twitter to play with tweetdeck,, awesome!

cool interface ryte? also can make a list in it.. not much list i have cause, still following only few peeps. dont know much abou the tweeter world.. yet..

and.. twitter? do let me know your twitter so i can stalk on you.
Ok?

yeah, i forgot to post something last weekend.. here it is..

2010-05-11T01:02:00.000-07:00

maybe its a bit too late to post this, but just want to share some cool stuff to those who willing to drop by at my blog.. =)

"You are wanted and needed. Here. MOM =)" somal

love to visit somal page, as lately he always post many wonderful words.

diambil dari

She and Him

2010-05-10T21:28:00.000-07:00

sedang aku enjoy2 browsing web. aku jumpe satu video ni from one of thousands,millions blog outhere.. enjoy..

COMEL GILA!!

in case tak boleyh maen, klik kat bawah ni..

sumpah comel!

salah troll

2010-05-02T02:46:00.000-07:00

hari ni macam biasalah, aku terjaga awal pagi .. nak buat assignment, kepala pening mamai sangat.. so, bukak facebook.. and wow.. laju pulak pagi2 ni.. so take a peep at home, kat wall.. tgok ape yang aku missed malam tadi..

aku memang jarang approve kalau ade orang2 yang x kenal add aku, so mimpi la kalau nak tengok friend aku cecah 1000.. lol.. haha..

macam yang aku cakap tadi, aku usha2 home.. pastu aku ternampak membe aku di-tag dalam satu gamba..

obviously gamba tu menunjukkan betapa loser mamat kat dalam gamba tu..

nak tau loser camne? klu aku yg loser ni pun ckap mamat tu loser, korang bayangkan sendiri la dia macam mana.. haha.. DEym, tiba2 rasa nak nangis lak bila diri sndri ckap aku ni loser..

then. aku letak la link gamba ni kat

GTALK

SKYPE

then, pagi tu semua orang tegur aku pagi tu..

kutuk2 mamat loser tu.pehal dy punya perangai sampai camtu sekali,

aku pun tergelak sorang2 dalam bilik dengar ayat2 chatting semua..

wow..

i know trolling around is fun.. but this is AWESOME!!!..

then.. salah satu dari membe aku yang chat dengan aku tu..

dy tanya aku, and the conversation goes like this..

"ko dapat dari mana link ni"

"ntah, ade friend list kat fesbuk aku kena tag.. Si A, so aku share la ngan semua orang link ni"

"owh, aku dy friend ngan ko tak kat gtalk"
"mest la, aku bukan jenis kasi orang2 yg aku x kenal add aku kat facebook"

"oh, xde la.. td aku gi bilik Si A, aku tanya pasal dy gamba ni, pastu, dy cter tu abang dy..dy ckap la abang dy tu memang problem sikit.."

"wtf??"

"tapi aku x ckap la yg ko yang kasi link tu. aku cakap aku nampak sendri kat facebook. aku pun tak cakap banyak coz terkejut jugak yang mamat tu abang dy"

"...."

aku check gtalk aku.. nasib baik Si A tak online.. pergh.. xsangka aku kutuk2 abang membe aku sndri shial..sumpah serba salah shial.. stabbing membe sendiri mmg bende pling aku benci.. tak pasal2 aku dh hebohkan pekong membe aku.. aku bukak google buzz.. pergh.. aku delete post aku tu.. nasib baek aku teringat yang stiap status gtalk melekat kat google buzz..

pastu aku selisih dengan membe aku dua.tiga kali petang tadi.. sumpah aku terdiam je.. serba salah sial.. dy pun xde tanya pape.. tak tau la dy buat2 tak tau, or memang tak tau ape aku dah buat..

pergh.. sumpah aku tak trolling lagi pasni..

P/S: gamba kat atas ni bukan gamba yang dimaksudkan dalam post ni..

masa itu emas.. ape itu masa? cinta itu masa..

2010-04-14T21:27:00.000-07:00

idea asal entri kali ini adlah dari dunia vovin dan panda cinta nya..

hari ini. aku datang lagi melawat Sang_Kisuke.. kami berehat, dibawah cendawan.. berselinding disebalik mentari yg terik.

"Cuaca hari ni bagus, terang. Matahari pun seakan2 tersenyum.. ko gembira harini? "ujar Sang_Kisuke.

ak mengangguk smbil tersenyum..

"love is really about timing... " kata Sang_Kisuke, smbil merenung jari jemarinya.. smbil mngusap2 perut yg dh xnmpak 6pax nya..

lalu trus berbicara..

"kau bertemu dgan Sang Kristina, ketika Sang Kristina masih mahu tra-la-la,, timing ko xkena, smntara Sang Kristina sudah puas tra-la-la,,dy bertemu dgan seorg lelaki.mereka berkahwin, kerna timing masing2 kena.

kau yang akan berkahwin dengan Sang Kristina, if and only if, u are in dat guy's shoes.

"kau bertemu dgan Sang wahida, tatkala kau masih blum jelas untuk serius atau tidak, sekali lagi sang wahida, berselisih dengan lelaki lain, yang ketika itu, mahu serius dgannya,,

"kau bertemu dengan Sang Utama, timing hampir kena,, tapi masih sipi2,and xnak jugak kena,, manakala,, ketika hati Sang Utama terbuka, by God's will, he met with a nice guy, and got married. sesuatu yg tidak mahu dia lakukan sekarang."

"u wish u were the right guy right? " ujar Sang_Kisuke smbil tersenyum.. "kau berharap kau adalah lelaki yg dia temui, disaat2 dia temui lelaki tu bukan?"

aku angguk mengiyakan kata-katanya, ape mimpi Sang_Kisuke hari ni? cakap nk campur english melayu je. Cakap pakai satu bahasa je bleyh x? pening aku nk translate.

" sama seperti kisah2 yg laen.. ko berjumpa dgan satu wanita, ko terasa timbulnya keserasian,

dan. tiba2, ko terlewat pulak.. dia bertemu dgan seseorg yg membuat dia ketawa.

"kau harap ko dtg awal bukan?" ujar Sang_Kisuke.. " u wish u were that guy at that time right?"

dan. sekali lagi.. aku mengangguk..

"dan adakalanya kau berdiam diri,kerna tak tahu terlalu awal atau terlalu lmbat.. dan..dia meluahkan.. why arent u hitting on me? . kenapa kau berdiam,kerna dia pun mempunyai perasaan terhadap kau.. dan dia meluahkan nya pada saat dia ingin berkahwin.. dengan lelaki lain.. " ujar Sang_Kisuke smbil tersengih

aku bersandar pada cendawan ajaib.. yg saiznya seakan pokok mangga dibelakang rumahku..

Love is time.. kataku smbil mngeluh..

ak bertanya kepada Sang_Kisuke.. kenapa aku slalu wrong timing?

Sang_Kisuke smbil menggulugkan rambutnya.. mengaya seakan2 pelakon cerita korea, Gun jun pyo "aahhhhh.." dia tersenyum smbil mnjeling kepada aku..

"kau mmg dilahirkan dgan kelemahan begini.. timing asik salah.. aku xmampu nk tlong.. "

"grrr.. klu begitu.. ape motif kau memanggil aku kesini? hanya ingin menghiris hati aku? "

Sang_Kisuke ketawa. aku pun turut ketawa..

kelihatan beberapa badut melintas dihadapan kami.. kelihatan sdang mencari2 sesuatu.. yg xdapat kami tafsirkan..

"aku xde jawapan ntuk soklan ko tu sahabatku,,. " kata Sang_Kisuke."aku tak tahu.. samada akan datang,, ko akan terperangkap dengan situasi wrong timing lagi atau tidak.."

ak kembali terdiam. melihat awan yg semakin mendung.disini, ketika aku bukan dalam situasi yg mengembirakan.. cuaca turut bertuka mendung.. seakan2 ingin hujan..tapi, ape boleh buat, aku xde kuasa mengawal masa,,

cuma, aku berharap, masa dapat merasa kasihan terhadap aku, sekali pun jadi, aku akan menghargai nya..

"Sudah tibanya masa untuk ko pergi dari sini" ujar Sang_Kisuke. "thanx sbb sntiasa dtang melawat aku.."

aku mengganguk. "tidak. ak yg sepatutnya berterima kasih. sbb ko muncul untuk mendengar kata2 hati aku. hingga bertemu lagi.."

Sang Kisuke membalas dengan senyuman

aku menutup mata.. segalanya menjadi gelap.. dan muncul satu cahaya dari sisi kanan aku, ak menoleh perlahan2 smbil membuka mataku..

tamat sudah kelas Dr Halabi.. masa untuk aku pulang ke bilik..

if

2010-03-26T01:16:00.000-07:00

if you are reading this..

and the words is still if...

i have been chasing you for a long time..

please take the first step.

after all these years.evrything in here has change from a wild hyena

into a tiny mice.i just cant take the first step.

The higher the building the lower the morals.

gagal

2010-02-07T21:38:00.000-08:00

ye.. mmg dis sem aku berazam nk jadi nerd.. pg klas.. xmonteng.. buat revision.. xtido lepas suboh ntuk tggu klas stat... for the past 2 weeks aku berjaya dgan azam aku.. dh nmpak dh cahaya 4.0.. haha..

tp hari ni.. hari pertama dlam minggu ke-3.. aku bngun lewat.. DEym.. sedar2 je dh 9 sengah.. ak cari enset aku.. xkn xbunyi alarm.. rupe2 nya dh terpelanting dlam semeter sengah dari katil aku..
mungkin aku terbaling msa aku dlam keadaan mamai bila alarm dy berbunyi suboh td..
tp.. nsib baek enset ni elok lg.. dh bnyak kecelakaan yg ditimpa enset ni sjak dy idup ngan aku.. tp.. dy stil tabah hdup dgan aku.. dn xpernah dtgkan msalah kat aku...thanx enset ku..

dan..

pagi td.. aku menerima hukuman pertama sem ni.. sbb ponteng dua kelas.. kena pumping 200x.. tp hukuman diringankan sbb kelakuan yg baik sepanjang 2 minggu lepas.. and.. sbb bz sgat weeken ni.. diringankan kepada 20x.. fuuhh.. lama x push-up..

ok.. salah gamba...

Futsal kat mengelembu lagi!

2010-02-03T19:30:00.001-08:00

ini gamba kawan aku.. nama dia mudu..haha,, membe aku and dia 3rd year 1st sem.. membe di court.. membe di dota.. oh ya.. dia juga org daerah aku,, and aku bru tau last sem.. well, jgan salahkan aku bru knal dy last sem.. bukan salah aku klu dia x slalu lepak kedai kopi or tak masuk utan cari tuba.. klu x mesti dy dh knal muka aku..

ok.. last 2 nites.. ketika aku keseorangan dlam bilik.. rumet g gerbang.. and bnet tetiba lak kesunyian mlam tu.. aku maen ai..

ok,, jgan tepuk tangan dulu.. ai je pun.. tetiba lak mudu msuk bilik aku..

"kis, futsal jom?"
"DANG! aku nub kut futsal.."
"ala.. ko ingat abu tu power ke.. ko tgok rumet aku tu,, ko rse2 dy ley maen ke x?"
"..."

xbnyak citer,, aku angkat kasut futsal didit and trus follow..ak ajak madli, tp dy malas sbb dy xknal sgat ngan mudu.. nk x nak aku g sorg je la..

aku try la tye
"asal tetiba nk main mlam ni lak.. korg 3rd yer mmg x bnyak klas ke??"
"ntah.. tetiba je terasa nak maen.. dh book dh pun tmpat.."
"... ok.. layan.. "

mlam tu, bergerak la aku,mudu, abu, acab, asri, man,kamil,pali,etan, gegak, dan lain2 bdak batch dyorg yg aku x knal.. ak dh la jrang maen futsal.. xpe la.. layan..

and that nite was awesome..ok.. xde la awesome sgat cam futsal ngan bH plus2 maen ngan org yg jrang jumpe tiap2 hari.. aku maen jerit je ntah pape gelaran.. bila aku jerit "SETAN".. etan lak yg pndang.. wakaka.. tp mmg maen habes pnat la.. 3 team for the whole 1 hour.. and.. aku ade mention x aku mmg xde tenaga nak maen habes2 san mlam tu.. haha.. 3hari xmkan daging nyer psal..

aku x minum arak.. checked!
aku x smoke.. checked!
no free sex.. checked!
layan lagu2 punk.. ade la sikit2..

ade gaya cam staright edge x?xde keje punyer psal.. aku try2 nk tru lifestyle straight edge 24 hours ntuk satu minggu..

alang2 tu., aku nk try satu lagi..jd vegetarian..

aku xtau asal aku ttba nk try.. sje je nk rasa gaya hidup dyorg.. or aku just terencat? bak kata someone la.. :D ok..

2 more days and then.. HELLO MEAT!!

every small things rely make life great and keep us away from the big issues.. for a while.

this sem

2010-01-17T22:53:00.000-08:00

sem ni.. selain dari aku nk jadi nerd..
belajar habis2..lesen yg aku edarkan tu benar ya..and valid
for the whole sem.. feel free to kick my ass..

aku gak.. akan jadi diri aku yg dulu..
to much mistake for the past 2 years.

personal security (guide to uninstall)

2010-01-14T19:11:00.000-08:00

malam tadi.. aku dapat email from a trusted site.. dia ade kasi satu software, dan aku pun memuat-turun tanpa ragu-ragu.. ak pun click la, nak tengok properties dia. nak tau ape benda yg dia bagi kat aku nih.. tapi tak sangka lak tindakan aku tu telah membawa kepada pengistall-an sebuah mallware ke dalam laptop aku..
aku xtekan continue.. aku tekan button pangkah kaler merah kat atas kanan tu.. tapi dia tetap gak install.. dan membawa kepada..

sekali pandang aku dah tau benda nih penipu.. aku ade antivirus kaspersky jakie can kut.. up to date lak tu.. kalau setakat display camni aku takde la kisah sangat,tapi bukan setakat tu aje, dy block every application dalam komputer kita.. from wordpad to anti-virus.. aku dh try uninstall, tapi x boleh.. aku google la dalam internet cara nak uninstall(aku boleh guna firefox, sbb window firefox mmg terbuka sebelum personal security ni di install dlam komp aku.). than i found out,

Personal Security ni cuba memberikan impresi bahawa komputer kita telah di"infected". Antaranya adelah pop-up window yang menyerupai Windows Security Center. Perbezaan paling ketara dia ialah dia suruh kita beli Personal Security yang original untuk melindungi komputer kita. Ia juga akan keluarkan window yang menunjukan pelbagai amaran bahawa terdapat security problem from PC. Antaranya:

Privacy violation alert!
Personal Security has detected numerous privacy violations. Some programs may send your private data to an untrusted internet host. Click here to permanently block this activity and remove the possible threat (Recommended)

System files modification alert!
Important system files of your computer may be modified by malicious program. It may cause system instability and data loss. Click here to block unauthorized modification and remove potential threats (Recommended).

Internal conflict alert!
Personal Security has detected internal software conflict. Some application endeavors to access system kernel (such behavior is typical for spyware/malware). Click here to prevent system crash and remove potential threats (Recommended)

Spyware activity alert!
Spyware.IEMonster is a popular spyware that attempts to steal passwords from Web browsers, e-mail clients and other programs, including login information from online banking sessions, billing pages, CC transactions, etc. It may also create special tracking files to log your activity and compromise your Internet privacy. It is strongly recommended to prevent this threat immediately. Click here to get protection against Spyware.IEMonster.

Privacy Violation alert!
Personal Security detected a Privacy Violation. A program is secretly sending your private data to an untrusted internet host. Click here to block this activity by removing the threat (Recommended).

System files modification alert!
Some critical system files of your computer were modified by malicious program. It may cause system instability and data loss. Click here to block unauthorized modification by removing threats (Recommended).

System files modification alert!
Personal Security detected internal software conflict. Some application tries to get access to system kernel (such behavior is typical to Spyware/Malware). It may cause crash of your computer. Click here to prevent system crash by removing threats (Recommended).

Spyware activity alert!
Spyware.IEMonster activity detected. It is spyware that attempts to steal passwords from Internet Explorer, Mozilla Firefox, Outlook and other programs, including logins and passwords from online banking sessions, eBay, PayPal. It may also create special tracking files to log your activity and compromise your Internet privacy. It's strongly recommended to remove this threat as soon as possible. Click here to remove Spyware.IEMonster.

Program ni juga akan keluarkan screen saver yang menunjukkan Windows crash, or Blue Screen of Death, yang mengatakan PC kita affected with SPYWARE.MONSTER.FX_WILD_0x00000000 malware dan ia crashed PC kita. Pastu ia akan cuba untuk reboot PC kita. Please remember that this is a screen saver and the crash and subsequent reboot are not real. Last, but not least, this program will hijack Internet Explorer so that it randomly displays a warning message when browsing the web. This warning message is:

This website has been reported as unsafe.
We strongly recommend to discontinue the use of this website.

This website has been report to Microsoft for containing threats that might steal personal or financial information from your computer.

seperti scan result tadi, semua amaran ni adalah PENIPU dan hanya menakutkan kiata dan buat kita berfikir bahawaterdapat security problem pada PC kita. Dengan ini, sila abaikan amaran2 tersebut.

As you can see Personal Security was created for the sole purpose of scaring you into thinking that you are infected so that you will then purchase the program. It goes without saying that you should definitely not purchase this program, and if you have, please contact your credit card company and dispute the charges stating that this program is a scam.-http://www.bleepingcomputer.com-

akhir kata, sila ikut cara2 dibawah ni untuk uninstall Personal Security.

Automated Removal Instructions for Personal Security using Malwarebytes' Anti-Malware:

Sila ingat semua arahan ini dengan lancar atau print sebab anda perlu tutup semua windows selepas ini.
ada kemungkinan yang infection yang kita cuba buang ni, akan menghalang kita dari memuat turun sebarang file. If this is the case, then you will need to download the files requested in this guide on another computer and then transfer them to the infected computer. You can transfer the files via a CD/DVD, external drive, or USB flash drive.
Sebelum itu,kita mesti hentikan processes yang di-run oleh Personal Security supaya ia x menganggu cleaning procedure. To do this, download the following file to your desktop.

rkill.com Download Link
Selepas download, double-click on the rkill.com untuk automatically attempt to stop any processes yang berkaitan dengan Personal Security dan Rogue programs yang lain2. Please be patient while the program looks for various malware programs and ends them. Setelah selesai, the black window will automatically close and you can continue with the next step. If you get a message that rkill is an infection, do not be concerned. This message is just a fake warning given by Personal Security when it terminates programs that may potentially remove it. If you run into these infections warnings that close Rkill, a trick is to leave the warning on the screen and then run Rkill again. By not closing the warning, this typically will allow you to bypass the malware trying to protect itself so that rkill can terminate Personal Security . So, please try running Rkill until malware is no longer running. You will then be able to proceed with the rest of the guide. (masa aku cuba buat step ni, black window tu terbuka lebih dari satu jam, sampai aku fed-up.. so, atas cadangan ayie.. aku reboot PC, dan dengan tangan ayie yang pantas, sebaik saja window terbukak, start TASK MANAGER, and end up PERSONAL SECURITY punya process tu terlebih dahulu,sebelum dia sempat buat ape-ape.. then, bru aku run rkill tu..dan kali ni rkill tu hanya ambil a few seconds)

Do not reboot your computer after running rkill as the malware programs will start again.
Lepas tuh, download Malwarebytes' Anti-Malware, or MBAM, from the following location and save it to your desktop:

Malwarebytes' Anti-Malware Download Link

Once downloaded, close all programs and Windows on your computer, including this one.
Double-click pada icon mbam-setup.exe. yg baru download tadi. This will start the installation of MBAM onto your computer.
When the installation begins, keep following the prompts in order to continue with the installation process. JANGAN BUAT APE_APA PERUBAHAN PADA default settings dan selepas selesai installing, make sure you leave both the Update Malwarebytes' Anti-Malware and Launch Malwarebytes' Anti-Malware checked. Then click on the Finish button. If MalwareBytes' prompts you to reboot, please do not do so.
MBAM akan automatically start dan messege yg mengatakan kita perlu update MBAM seblum scan. As MBAM will automatically update itself selepas install, you can press the OK button to close that box and you will now be at the main program as shown below.

.sila ikut step dibawah ini pula..

pada Scanner tab, pastikan Perform full scan option is selected dan click on the Scan button to start scanning your computer for Personal Security related files.

MBAM akan mula scan PC kita untuk mencari malware. This process can take quite a while, (memang sangat2 lama..). When MBAM is scanning it will look like the image below.

Selepas selesai. gamba dibawah akan timbul

You should click on the OK button to close the message box and continue with the Personal Security removal process.

dan sila lihat pada Scanner screen. click pada Show Results button.

A screen yg menunjukkan all the malware that the program found will be shown as seen in the image below. Please note that the infections found may be different than what is shown in the image.

Click pada Remove Selected button to remove all the listed malware. MBAM akan mula delete all of the files and registry keys and dan quarantine program2 tersebut. When removing the files, MBAM may require a reboot in order to remove some of them. If it displays a message stating that it needs to reboot, please allow it to do so. Once your computer has rebooted, and you are logged in, please continue with the rest of the steps.

When MBAM has finished removing the malware, it will open the scan log and display it in Notepad. Review the log as desired, and then close the Notepad window.

kini anda boleh exit program MBAM.

This is a self-help guide. Use at your own risk.

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